Tuesday, December 25, 2007

MerrY chrisTmas

Santa Clauz isn't comin to my town :)

i better not watch
i better cry out
n i better pout
so tellin me now

why santa isn't comin to town!!!!!!

Thursday, December 6, 2007

Parfume allabout!

hm... want to have some flashback with my memories... bout my parfume collection...
i think my first given parfume was ISSEY MIYAKE classic....
Here i sort my parfume by its price LOL
ISSEY ---- classic n L'EAU D'ISSEY
Introduced by Issey Miyake in 1994. L` eau D`issey is a refined aquatic fragrance. This Perfume has a blend of citrus and spice combined with lower notes of musk amber and woods. It is recommended for evening wear.
Britney Spears CURIOUS ----
BRITNEY SPEARS CURIOUS was introduced in the year 2004, by the design house of Britney Spears. Curious is a flowery fragrance with a blend of louisiana magnolia and wrapped in the sensuality of vanilla-infused musk. It is recommended for daytime wear.
Britney Spears CURIOUS in control ----
Britney Spears CURIOUS in CONTROL was Introduced in 2006. Black and pink, sweet and sexy, In Control Curious is a fragrance that ‘thrives on the unknown’. Like ‘an aphrodisiac that puts completely in control’, the fragrance reveals a sensual mix of vanilla-infused musk, crème brulee and midnight orchid. Classification : FloralTop note : Loquat Fruit.Middle note : Night Orchid, Crème Brulee, Black Vanilla, Tonka Crystals.Base note : Sugar, Sandalwood, Musk.
J.LO still
Introduced in 2003.Jennifer Lopez introduces Still by J.Lo, a glamourous, sexy and modern fragrance for women. Still perfume is adorned with a replica diamond solitaire jewel around a beautiful pink champagne stained glass.Classification : Floral.Notes : sake, piquant white pepper, sandalwood, musk, pink fressia, honeysuckle, sparkling mandarin and tea.Style: Sexy.Recommended Use : Evening Wear.
Anna Sui ----secret wish
Introduced in 2005. Secret Wish perfume has a fragrance type of fruity floral. This fragrance has a blend of melon, lemon, marigold , blackcurrant buds, white cedarwood, pineapple, skin musk complex, amber. It is recommended for daytime wear.
YSL----- YoungSexyLove
Introduced in 2006.Young Sexy Lovely for Women by Yves Saint Laurent is a modern & refined character fragrance. It consists of the fruits and flowers.This Perfume has a blend of Top notes : Nashi Pear, Mandarin, BlackcurrantMiddle notes : Cherry blossom, Magnolia, Wineyard PeachBase notes : Cristalline Musks, Amber, Cedarwood.It is recommended for daily or romantic wear.
Bvlgari----Omnia Amethyst
BVLGARI OMNIA AMETHYSTE for Women was introduced in 2007.his latest Omnia incarnation targets a younger audience (aged around 20–25) than the original, and features a lighter, fresher, floral juice.Omnia Améthyste opens on notes of green sap and pink grapefruit, giving way to the prominent accords of iris and Bulgarian rosebud. The base features heliotrope and solar woods accords.
Lanvin Eclat D'Arpege
Introduced 2002. Introduced in the year 2004, by the design house. Eclat dArpege has a blend of sicilian lemon leaves, lilac green, wisteria flowers, green tea flowers, peach flowers, red peony, chinese osmanthus, white cedar of Lebanon, musk, amber. It is recommended for day time or evening wear.
Nina Ricci Nina
Introduced in 2006. Fresh, floral and fruity, with mouth watering accents. A perfume deliciously inspired by the red toffee apple, with tender flesh and a crisp outside to tempt and charm. A perfume which gradually releases its magic notes. As fascinating as a jewel, as attractive as candy, the crystalline apple is tinted raspberry pink. It is enhanced with a vibrant red halo and finely decorated with silver leaves. A jewel of a bottle which draws inspiration from the unforgettable Fille d`Eve bottle designed in 1952 by Nina Ricci. Top note : Calabrian Lemon, Caipirinha Lime Middle note : Love Apple, Peony, Fleur de Lune, Praline Base note : Apple Tree, White Cedar, Musks It is recommended of all ocassions.
Hermes Kelly Caleche
Hermes KELLY CALECHE was introduced in 2007.Kelly Caleche`s name comes from two classic symbols of the Hermes tradition. Kelly, the saddle-maker`s legendary handbag, originally christened simply, `lady`s handbag` and rechristened Kelly in homage to Princess Grace Kelly. And Caleche, Hermes`s second fragrance, created in 1961.
From the imagination of house designer Jean Claude Ellena, Kelly Caleche is an airy leather scent, an `angel leather` with the smell of flowers. A delicate fragrance for a modern Amazon. A joyful and feminine fragrance inspired by a leather with a flowery scent, more like a suede than a Russian leather, an accord with burnt-wood notes. Climbing rose bestows the floral-leather sensation. Softened with green notes (lily-of-the-valley, narcissus, iris and more), the perfume possesses a gentle woodsy-chypre character that is surely a nod to Vetiver de Caleche (by Guy Robert, 1961).
Designed by: Jean Claude Ellena.
Classification : FloralTop note : Green Notes, Lily-of-the-valley, Rose, Narcissus Middle note : Climbing Rose, Mimosa, Tuberose Base note : Iris, Woodsy Notes, Leather Accord

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Facebook- LOL

cos so many of my frens invite me join this.... here i am... busy to take care my pet...

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=650303256

HAHAH weirdo....

Friday, November 16, 2007

friday friday

Hmm just coming to my room sweeet room. o yeah i kinda do some shopping lately ukh.. probably feeling so christmas earlier... like usual i bought parfume AGAIN.. but then i bought it bcos i have to give someone a birthday present, so i bought for mine too (only an excuse).

Agh... lately i found i have so much lucky but i don't know why... :) i just feeeeeeel so happy with my life... ooo i hate my internet bandwith, kind of cheating on me. i'm not use it so much but then the bill is un believable.....


But that just a piece of cake....

I LOVE INUYASHAAAAAAAAAAA the never ending stories LOL

Friday, November 9, 2007

Parfume ManiaaaaaX

Whola... i's so confused cause i can;t decided what parfume i have to buy next
I'm so addicted to a nice smell things... like soal, bubble bath, n PARFUme of course.
just i don;t have so much budget to buy that.... :)
Mt wish list is :
1. Vera Wang Princess ---- the bottle is so cute ^^
2. Alexander McQueen Kingdom ------- Antique
3. I LOEWE YOU --- fresh fragrance ")
4. perhaps AIGNER too feminime --- classic bottle
But then i was adore the mini version of those Glazzy things......

hooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Monday, November 5, 2007

another i hate monday

HI there!
it's so long huh! i've got something new n old goin on.
firstly about the job i got some xtra job which mean i got some xtra money too.
but u know, lately my feeling is not really good. this is not about illness that attact my body.
Sometimes i just feel that i'm an super hard person. i working so hard to keep everything on track even sometimes i don;t do it rite.
I keep making myself running from somthing that i don;t actually clear about.
ow about the xtra job... i got 2 student for my weekdays n weekend. :) n soon there'll be another more. I don't know why suddenly i got another xtra job, which ironically i feel a lil bit afraid cos my main job is reduced... yeah i know they need some xtra money to hold on the place, but then if my time was reduced there, means i did something wrong with my decision? i'm not seriously taking another office job because i know that this is better, but then what;s happen lately making me re think again am I taking the wrong decision? i'm so sad :(

and i become a super possesive lady and i don't know why am i doing that. i really didn't mean to make all of the things but then everything just split out from my mouth... even sometimes i feel bad with what i'm talking about. hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh so tired... i just need someone to understand me. but i guess i'll never gonna get it somehow. becos i don't even know myself (")

THAt's all nite :)

Monday, October 15, 2007

my not so bad Monday

ukh still holiday, n i'm really feel exhausted..
well my friend n i were planning to go singging, but then without any organize plan... the place we want to go was closed.... wat a day
i'm eating roasted chicken, n my stomach really like a blender now. ukh is it dirty? but eniwei good enough for my digestion LOL

i'm sleepy now trying to sleap, my bf gonna come back 2 more days HOA HOA.....

Sunday, October 14, 2007

3rd day working double shift

FIuh, my bf having a holiday in japan, and i'm having my holiday at my own house... wat an ironically story.. LOL
Not really...
I'm tired lately, not so sure what makes me tired so badly, is it bcos the job i'm taking it, or i just feel super tired working all the job in the house... but i guess this is not about all the things i've mention.
I'm tired as mentally ... i guess, thinking something that i probably couldn't change or handle makes me physically tired. trying to get something to do but then i just don't have any power to do it. I want to buy some books but then i have to think am i having time for reading? cos lately i have problem with my time management, which it means i feel so miserable if anything goes through my day without my permission
chit chat chit chat chit chat, when will this day will end... LOL

Thursday, October 4, 2007

i'm ready not for oshin

HUE HUE HUE..... i'm counting my days for working xtra shift at my house... LOL
all of my servants going back to their village... and me, n my family work together to finish all. HUA... luckily i got some off work day for 1 week, hope my bones still at where they hold.... :)

Monday, September 24, 2007

another monday disaster

1. Jakarta traffic jam
2. A car exploded near the hospital
3. I don't have somethin to do rite now n makes me so boring
4. I can't go anywhere n STUCK
5. my throat feels a lil bit itchy damn!

that's all the report for : I HATE MONDAY lol...................

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

hippi biddie to me LOL

VOila... jay chou 3rd movie, lol once again i have to give applause to his piano arrangement, wuiih, nice classic piano, and all the cast most of them can play piano too, what a movie, :)

the story is about...... SECRET..... so i can't tell u...... watch n see it!

i'm looking for the music partitur but i haven't found it yet.....

yipppi jay chouuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!

Sunday, September 2, 2007

All bout QuiZzzzzzzz

Your French Name is:

Colette Collin


Your Birthdate: September 19

You are resilient, and no doubt your resilience has already been tested.
You've had some difficult experiences in your life, but you are wise from them.
Having had to grow up quickly, you tend to discount the advice of others.
You tend to be a loner, having learned that the only person you can depend on is yourself.

Your strength: Well developed stability and confidence

Your weakness: Suspicion of others

Your power color: Eggplant

Your power symbol: Spade

Your power month: October


You Were Born Under:

You are quick witted, charming, and bring luck to all who know you.
A bit greedy, you tend to go after what you want - with success.
Clever, you seek out knowledge... and eventually use what you know to your advantage.
You are very loyal, and you treat your real friends like they are family.

You are most compatible with a Dragon or Monkey.


Your IQ Is 120

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average

Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius

Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius

Your General Knowledge is Above Average


You Are 50% Left Brained, 50% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Sunday, August 26, 2007

In Little Sister, Fujiwara no Mitsuko is the thirteen year old fourth daughter of a powerful noble of the Fujiwara clan. Her carefully proscribed life (wearing layers of kimonos, writing poetry, and hiding behind protective screens as a lady of her rank should) is torn asunder when their home is raided and burned by warrior-monks. As the family flees the city, her oldest sister Amaiko's new husband is killed, and Amaiko falls into a catatonic state. Believing that the only way she can help her beloved sister is to go after Amaiko's lost soul, which is seeking her husband's soul, Mitsuko must journey to the netherworld. She is assisted by a tengu, a shape-shifting demon named Goranu, whom she meets when she and Amaiko take shelter in a little shrine. There, she prays to the kami (spirit) of the shrine for help and promises to repair the shrine and see that it is not forgotten. Goranu appears to be the answer to her prayers as he takes her to the Dragon King, to Lord Emma-O (Judge of the Dead), and even to the Land of the Ancestors in her quest to save her sister's soul. Goranu is a mischievous, humorously appealing character, who can be a man or a black-feathered bird-like creature. As he assists Mitsuko, he helps her to find her own courage and abilities and to ultimately reunite her family. The story is told in the first person, in a voice appropriate to Mitsuko's age and background.

Nice.... novel, like the part of story when tengu can be frenz with human, n finally fall in love with mitsuko, well not ending with happy like a fairytale story, yet it's so human n GREAT!!!

Friday, August 24, 2007

Nefertiti : The book of the dead


She is called "The Perfect One," the most famous and beautiful woman in the ancient world. She rules with her husband Akhenaten over the most powerful, sophisticated and affluent society the world has ever seen and across an empire that stretches from Africa through the Middle East.

But behind these glorious scenes an epic power struggle is taking place: Nefertiti and Akhenaten inaugurate an enlightened new religion and build a magnificent and mysterious new capital, Akhetaten, in which to worship the Sun God, the Aten. The delicate balance of power in Egypt is thrown into confusion. The priesthood is stripped of its traditional authority and wealth, the army is enraged by the growing turbulence in the empire, and the people resent the loss of their gods. Old alliances are brought into doubt, and generations of inherited power and wealth are suddenly at stake.

And then, just days before the crucial festival to celebrate the new capital, Nefertiti suddenly vanishes. Rai Rahotep, the youngest chief detective in the Thebes division, with a rising reputation for his original methods, is secretly assigned by Akhenaten himself to investigate. He has ten days to find the Queen and return her in time for the celebrations. Success will bring glory—but if Rai fails, he and his family will die. . . .

Nice BOOKS.. even i still very curious about the rest of the story.... the beginning, the history, but over all this book is so nice, n so clear bout the Egypt :)

Friday, August 17, 2007

StarduST


In the sleepy English countryside of decades past, there is a town that has stood on a jut of granite for six hundred years. And immediately to the east stands a high stone wall, for which the village is named. Here in the town of Wall, Tristran Thorn has lost his heart to the hauntingly beautiful Victoria Forester. One crisp October night, as they watch, a star falls from the sky, and Victoria promises to marry Tristran if he'll retrieve that star and bring it back for her. It is this promise that sends Tristran through the only gap in the wall, across the meadow, and into the most unforgettable adventure of his life.In the sleepy English countryside of decades past, there is a town that has stood on a jut of granite for six hundred years. And immediately to the east stands a high stone wall, for which the village is named. Here in the town of Wall, Tristran Thorn has lost his heart to the hauntingly beautiful Victoria Forester. One crisp October night, as they watch, a star falls from the sky, and Victoria promises to marry Tristran if he'll retrieve that star and bring it back for her. It is this promise that sends Tristran through the only gap in the wall, across the meadow, and into the most unforgettable adventure of his life.

------ soon the movie come out------------

Thursday, August 9, 2007

The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time


15-year old Christopher John Francis Boone, or just Christopher Boone, goes to a school for students with special needs because he has a form of autism. Although it is never definitively stated within the story which autistic spectrum condition Christopher has, the summary on the book's inside cover states it to be Asperger syndrome. Christopher is a mathematical savant, has a photographic memory, is extremely observant and never lies. However, he has difficulty understanding human behaviour, gestures and relationships. He dreams of being an astronaut and takes a deep interest in mathematics. He owns a pet rat named Toby, which he feeds with food pellets.

Christopher has many traits that set him apart from others because of his perception of life. He is unable to recognise and comprehend facial expressions besides 'happy' and 'sad' and also has difficulty in understanding metaphors and jokes. He likes lists and facts, has a fear of strangers and new places, and his favourite dream is one in which everyone except him, and 'special people' like him, die. In addition, he is oversensitive to information and stimuli. For this reason, he screams and reacts violently to people who touch him. However, he doesn't mind pressing his fingers against those of his parents as a gesture of love. He curls up and groans to protect himself against overwhelming noise or information.

Christopher hates the colours yellow and brown, but loves red. This extends to adding red food dye to brown- or yellow-coloured food (and being unable to eat two different kinds of food that are touching), and also his belief that seeing three, four or five red cars in a row means it's a "good," "quite good," or "super good" day, respectively, while four yellow cars signify a "black" day. Finally, he dislikes eating food from new places and the furniture being moved.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Curious_Incident_of_the_Dog_in_the_Night-time

nice novel

Saturday, August 4, 2007

WHY DO MEN FALL ASLEEP AFTER SEX?

Nu book huh... visit this site... http://www.whydomenfallasleep.com/about-book.html

I'm interested on this book, i just have no time to buy it, or perhaps i want the English version, since... this book already been translated in MY COUNTRY LANGUAGE... but then the price is triple... fiuh... so confused....
but then.. i'm so curious bout this book HUH

Sunday, July 29, 2007

Till the day has come

Hm... i think my friend is hmm what is it called? hmmm reject? not notice? whatever, i never talk to her again since i don't know when, perhaps she's in trouble, or i'm in trouble.... hmm am i did something wrong? yeah i just can think that she's just busy or something, cos she never answer my called again.

ENOUGH for the uneg2 :P

now i'm in my period n it's hurt... u kh.. tomorrow is MONDAY and u know what???? I hate monday hahahha, hope nothing bad happen. ukh ukh ukh

i want to go on surfing again... ow btw i'm hijack my photo yesterdae LOL..

Thursday, July 26, 2007

Not Really True but THAT's OKAY

The Bottom Line
Your hard work always pays off. So don't hesitate to put sweat equity into this day.

In Detail
More often than not, your hard work pays off. So do not hesitate to put a little sweat equity into this day if you see a chance to get a little further in a goal or on a project. Today, let your inner go-getter help you go a little bit farther than you normally would. Before the sun sets today, you will get some kudos for a job well done. It's a day for making impressions and blowing people's minds with your ability to multi-task and deliver way above their expectations.

that my horoscope says for tooday.
well i don't believe it but then what happen to me in this 2 or 3 days... i just felt that TOTTALY TRUE............ :( hiks finally there's something which understand my condition.
UKH i know sometimes problem love to come, but then i felt being HIT buy a truck, although i tried not to think about it, sometimes i just felt guilty so hiks hiks hiks

Friday, July 20, 2007

NET banking............. sucks

UKH,,,,, i got complained from one of my new stud's parents. OHh i wished my child wouldn't be like that. evil boy.. he told his mother a false fact about me. CK CK CK parents ooooh parents, what have u done to your boy!
next, i help my frens to pay his internet bill on my net banking, but it sucks, almost an hour and i still can't pay the bill!!!!!!!!!! what is thiiiiiiiis i hate it
I even have to try another way because i already made a promise.. damn damn damn
this makes me busy.....
in a minute i have to go again to the mall for eating sushi
ooooooooo this is the only thing that makes me KEEP IN MIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oooooooooo eaaaaaating eating eating..... when this would be done........

Monday, July 16, 2007

I'm @#$%^&*&^%$#

Another monday to comment, i hate monday!
yep my feelings so fuzzy, i can't even think for even just one second, i need some stedy life, but then evertime, day, minute, hour like racing in front of my eyes.
Am i too greedy for asking happines, i'm so nothing rite now.
hope i can face the day when i have full of chance to move and walk on.

2 and a half teach math..... ukh feel like a curse... but then, at least my brain is there to help me LOL

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Here I am to Worship!


LIGHT OF THE WORLD
YOU STEPPED DOWN INTO DARKNESS
OPENED MY EYES LET ME SEE
BEAUTY THAT MADE THIS HEART ADORE YOU
HOPE OF A LIFE SPENT WITH YOU
CHORUS:
HERE I AM TO WORSHIP, HERE I AM TO BOW DOWN
HERE I AM TO SAY THAT YOU'RE MY GOD
YOU'RE ALTOGETHER LOVELY, ALTOGETHER WORTHY
ALTOGETHER WONDERFUL TO ME

KING OF ALL DAYS
OH SO HIGHLY EXALTED
GLORIOUS IN HEAVEN ABOVE
HUMBLY YOU CAME TO THE EARTH YOU CREATED
ALL FOR LOVE'S SAKE BECAME POOR

(CHORUS)

BRIDGE:
I'LL NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH IT COST
TO SEE MY SIN UPON THAT CROSS

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Monday, July 9, 2007

ideal day to research travel plans ?!@#$%^&

The Bottom Line
This is an ideal day to research travel plans, especially to another country.
In Detail
When was the last time you experienced something foreign (sushi, burritos, and sweet-and-sour pork do not count!)? Today, make a bigger effort to expand your horizons. This is an ideal day to research travel plans, especially if they involve travel outside of the country. Deciding on the right time to go can be a hassle, but if you pick a time now, you can avoid any complications later. The time is always perfect for planning an ambitious vacation.

LOL, what a day... i'm just back from my vacation, and there is another suggest bout having another holiday LOL ...
but i'm thinking bout it :)

Saturday, July 7, 2007

MAe Graduatiiiiiiiooooooon!

Hiihihihih today is my ceremony and it's feeeeeeeeeeeeel incredible, feel like want to have it again and again LOL... but that's tired....


and now what........... after this i still have to move ooooooooooooon ukh ukkh

Friday, July 6, 2007

twisted finger n graduation ceremony

Hm.. finally tomorrow is the dae, but i'm not really sure bout it....................................
oh i hate it i love it n i'm really confused.........
finish something means start for another new thing, this is still goin n goin until the end of life..
hmmm
tired sometimes, but i guess all ppl has the same thing to do :)

Thursday, July 5, 2007

HolYdae n Accident

Fiuh i just came back from my vacation, i went 2 Puncak... so cold there, the first dae i went to the zoo... quite fun there... the second day is flower park..... but then the place not so good anymore...... aaaa i lost my fave sunglasses there. so sad :( my bf gave me, and i haven't told him yet hhikkz
MY ring finger was hit by the door this afternoon......................... hurtsssssssssssss so bad... i can't even type with all my fingers.

Saturday, June 30, 2007

Party Dae....

Hum hum, today is the party, and none of that 3 dress i use it....
finally i just used the black strapless, and black pants.... :) hahahhahah the party is nice, i just remembered bout my 17 and all my friend out there... miss them .. but i guess i have no idea where the hell they're now......

Just mizz the day when i was teenager SO FUN............

Thursday, June 28, 2007

drop down day

Fate, destiny i really don't know....

I have tried 2 interview in the different companies, one is banking and the other is in properties. I decline one as i was declined by the other. What a fate.. :( i'm so sad, but then i have to think forward. I know i've been waiting for this answer and then the answer is coming rite into my way.
Is this mean i have to find another job, or i should walk in the path that already there... something good n nice already waiting for me... I hope so.. cause now i feel so terrible... i don't know what should i do.. :( so sad

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Confused NEH!!!!



OKAY... i'm not sure bout stylish n chic... but which one is good to go at 17th party...????? LOL

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Shopping!

Today is my off day... so i take my lil sister to go to the shopping mall. I promised her yesterday, and she really happy. So i go there... wooooh i found nothing interesting in the mall recently. I don't know that is because no money, or because there is nothing good to be bought...
I hunt for shoes, bag and shirt of course, but then nothing interest me there .... so here i am go shopping without buy anything... LOL

Monday, June 25, 2007

Whoa... disaster!

Happy birthday to Michelle Auerlya.... happy sweeeeeeeeeeeeet 17

Hm.. there is a disaster today.... my brother did it. i don't know what gonna happen tomorrow. hope still okay... :(
I need some vacation i just don't know yet where should i go.... so sad :(

Thursday, June 21, 2007

dilemma

no matter what i do... all i think about is you... even when ... blabal
ups that is song! and this theme not connected at all

well but my life is between this and that. everytime i get into the right way, there always wall which cut my way.... stand high front of me so i can't move on.
should i hit the wall and go straight? or should i turn around, find another way cos like the proverb said.. there are many way to go to Rome.

someone just give me the answer please....... just for encourage me.. cos i need something to stand on my feet... :(

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

HAppyDay

Well, today is not a bad day, but not a good day too, just an ordinary day.
The good things happen today is :
1. My internet connection has fully recovered
2. I win the online contest games... 2 contest which means i earn $1 LOL, thx to BONGO
3. I work just for 4 hours today, and now i'm rest LOL
4. MY mother n sister is coming back from the trip today

The bad things :
1. NONE....

LOL... actually i'm happy today i don't know why........

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

CAn't login to E-gold SAD

Unable to login to account.Access deniedThe IP you are using to access the e-gold website (61.5.53.113) appears to be either an open proxy or otherwise exploited. You will not be permitted to access e-gold services from this IP while this condition continues.Your first order of business to restore access should be to make sure that you are computing securely. Please read and implement e-gold's Security Recommendations.After you have resolved any security issues, including virus removal, it may take a day or two for your access to be re-enabled.

AGH that's bcos of my speedy!!!! i hate that. i can't login... i just recieve some money there... ukh and i can't access it damn damn damn!
oooops... btw i can't connect with my usual dsl because of some problem with the SUPER SLOW service PROVIDER! i could just report this to anything anywhere.. i just hmmm too patience and too kind person LOL

Saturday, June 16, 2007

Another Wedding Ceremony 2

Today is a BUSY day... Very B.U.S.Y..
Well i already planned to wake up late today.. bcos nothing i should do.. so i wake up at 10. but then my fatheeeeeeeeeeeeeerr asked me to go with him to the market to buy couple of things for my mom's trip.... so.. i ate in a rush, i took a bath in a rush, n everything in a rush :D

When i was shopping, my BOss called me.. told me to come today for teaching.. :( what a day but bcos she asked me so desperately.. i finally say yes.. even that means.. i losssssst my chance to eat SEAFOOD (that's freee y know!!!!)..

N then.. the student came an hour later WHICH makes me ANGRY.. cos that SEAFOOD Things.. i should have come to the place to eat first uuuuuuuuuuuuukh!

then then then.. ukh i'm too tired to told all the story..
i went to sunday school for teaching, n then i'm in a rush to go to the WEdDing CereMony... which MY father's friend's SON.... marriage :o... my father again? uch... >.< is it FATHER's day today????????? GEEeeez what ever...

the thing is.... NothIng LOL

Friday, June 15, 2007

MyConfusedDay n Heart

Well this is actually not a big problem, just a simple case. I'm working part time, and i just fell dissapointed this morning. I offered my help for their moving.. into a new place, but then they just said would inform me.. which means i can't do anything else. I should have gone to my unive to do some thing.
THis morning i just found out that they have the usual class... which i don't know why they don't call me.. i know this sound ridiculous, but then i just felt being thrown away from the community.
Well actually that doesn't really matter, because sooner or later i have to quit from the job n start a full time job.
BUT Then.. my dissapoint feeling can't be cure..... ooooo i should be more carefull with this things. i was rejected without any concern here :)
I'm SAD

Thursday, June 14, 2007

MyDream CeLLphoNe

This iS the CEllDreamy y know! LOve the 7373 series, i want to buy it but hmm when i finally collect my money, this phone is not up2date again... non 3G. even i still not know what is the use of 3G cos in my country it still not develop very well YET..... i wish i have a cellphone store, so that i can use every different phone each day LOL...... This is the NEXT phone i WANT.. no 3G too i guess. but not so sure, this series very famous in here... LG shine so shiny.. :( but that's too xpensive for the NON-HI-TECH cellphone.. just a style phone i guess.

BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE PAY ATTENTION!... ALL OF ABOVE IS NOTHING... THE ONE THAT MAKES MY HEART CRYING EVERyTIME I SEE SOMEONE USing IT...............



CAN U SEE IT CLEARLY??????????????? YUP N93I..... see satona that's why i hate u so much LOL

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Nice Story ^^

A man went to a barbershop to have his hair cut and his beard trimmed. As the barber began to work, they began to have a good conversation. They talked about so many things and various subjects.
When they eventually touched on the subject of God, the barber said: "I don't believe that God exists." "Why do you say that?"asked the customer. "Well, you just have to go out in the street to realize that God doesn't exist.
Tell me, if God exists,would there be so many sick people? Would there be abandoned children? If God existed, there would be neither suffering nor pain. I can't imagine loving a God who would allow all of these things."
The customer thought for a moment, but didn't respond because he didn't want to start an argument. The barber finished his job and the customer left the shop.
Just after he left the barbershop, he saw a man in the street with long, stringy, dirty hair and an untrimmed beard. He looked dirty and un-kept.
The customer turned back and entered the barber shop again and he said to the barber: "You know what? Barbers do not exist." "How can you say that?"asked the surprised barber. "I am here, and I am a barber.And I just worked on you!"
"No!" the customer exclaimed. "Barbers don't exist because if they did, there would be no people with dirty long hair and untrimmed beards, like that man outside."
"Ah, but barbers DO exist! What happens is, people do not come to me."
"Exactly!"- affirmed the customer. "That's the point! God, too, DOES exist! What happens, is, people don't go to Him and do not look for Him. That's why there's so much pain and suffering in the world."

Monday, June 11, 2007

MY MY DAY

i'm working for 8 hours.
n that's quite confusing n consuming
hmm gotta see what new song today

i'm listening... How do I breathe.....

my TodAys horoscope



The Bottom Line
People are more compatible with you than ever before. Collaborations are favored.
In Detail
In a competitive game or sport, you are about to face someone who is actually quite well matched to you. You will finally get the challenge you have been itching for, and it will make you better. Overall, you are feeling harmony with everyone you are interacting with -- people are more compatible to your way of thinking than ever before. It's a great day for collaborations, from joint purchases to creative brainstorming.


Sunday, June 10, 2007

Still the same song here

I'm angry... but sad actually. Well i know there is still hope or wish i guess. I can't even talk here bout my feelin
I thought u were my fairytale... my dreams when i'm not sleepin... but now i know u're not, n dreams really meant for sleeping :)
This song just makes me awake... n realize ... too many song that describe my condition
but i just can't even make any move rite now. I'm stuck! babey... sometimes LOve just ain't enough...........

When there was me and You

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really careI thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a starThats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled You made me feelLike
I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell That
I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe thatI could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

Saturday, June 9, 2007

Hell-o again...

I'm still searching... mm no... disovering. what should i put my blog with..
i'm thinking about an interesting program, usefull link... or perhaps ringtones... LOL..

my daily horoscope according to.... someone :


The Bottom Line
You must not look to other people to give you your sense of purpose.
In Detail
Many people make the big mistake of deriving a sense of purpose from someone else. Are you preventing yourself from moving forward in your life because you're waiting for someone else's approval? It's time to kick into an 'I don't care' mode of thinking if you want to regain a sense of being in charge of your life. You don't have to be rude, but you also don't have to get anyone's permission to do what you think is right.

Tuesday, June 5, 2007

Another Wedding Ceremony


HOooo I'm so tired.. i go to my friend's wedding today..

That's boy is my student, n beside me his sister...
we're used in the same of english course about 13 years ago...
what a LIFe... So Looong time ago...

Monday, June 4, 2007

Finally

hiks... finally after several hyip i have join, there is 1 come back... the admin sent e-mail....

Dear Members
my site was got hacked and after a hard struggle of 14-18 days i get back my site but nothing is normal in it and monitors already announced that it is scam..now it is request to all monitors that please change status on waiting we are not scammer we are here to stay so please change status and now i will check all accounts it is request to all keep support us and for payout everyone need to deposit with min amount to get paid because many hackers was inside i removed them but now don't know they are in or now but now ho much money is pending it is not a issue i will pay all with honesty it is request please invest min amount and get back your whole withdraw..Invest to get whole withdraw and i will proceed it ASAP after deposit......
we are here to stay...Admin IP

voila... hope he's rite!

Sunday, June 3, 2007

my graduate ceremony

Teknik Informatika dan Matematika Strata 1 0600659231 CORINA LESTARI 6-Jul-2007 15.30 7-Jul-2007 12.30 B056

i put it here so then i'm not gonna forgot about it. that is my chair number LOL

Friday, June 1, 2007

Welcome


too many things i've done recently... i go to wedding same with satona, the diff is she's in singapore n me here in JAKARTA the hottest city ... real hot... the temperature is rising el nino :D


I'm the receptionist there... cos this is my mother friends son wedding..... LOL

Got the free gown.. can't give u the complete picture, cos i plan for using this gown on another vacation... LOL.. but i don't really like my hair too simple... n the make up huaaa get older with those make up :p. just need some fresh make up i guess, the brides ask for the glamorous one... so tired at that day :D

Friday, May 25, 2007

Tired n Happy

Hm.. i keep listening this song recently.. and i was sucked up with this song.. still not know the singer... anyone would listen to?
check this out....

http://www.sendspace.com/file/9wr8pm

sorry i convert to low quality :) here is the part of words

God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm
When the days cold will you keep her warm
When the darkness falls will you please shine her the way (shine he the way)
God will you let her know that I love her so
When theres no one there that shes not alone
Just close her eyes and let her know
My heart is beating with hers

ukh so so touchy cry cry

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

my song

Brown Eyes
Remember the first day when I saw your face

Remember the first day when you smiled at me
You stepped to me and then you said to me
I was the woman you dreamed about
Remember the first day when you called my house
Remember the first day when you took me outwe had butterflies although we tried to hide
and we both had a beautiful night
The way we held each others hand, the way we talked, the way we laughed

it felt so good to find true love
I knew right then and there you were the one
ohhhhhh,
I know that he loves me cause told me so

I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
When he stares at me you see he cares for me
You see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause its me he trust
and he's missing me if he's not kissing meand when he looks at me his brown eyes tell it so

Empty day

Holla there.. today is my stud's mother birthday, but i haven't congrat her... cos i don't know what to say beside that her daughter gonna come back from US n i have to meet her too.. so i think i'm gonna said tonite :)
Right now i'm doing nothing...... time to take a rest :) i guesss so

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

TuesDay busy part2

Glegh glegh glegh..

I have to wake up at 10am, n then teaching my p2 student.. he will have final exam next tuesday. so i'm giving him an intensive lesson. what a day. i go to my teaching class at 3 pm as usual a little bit late today.. cos so hot there. but then things go as usual... i just found that someone has bother me... my sixth sense i guess LOL but anyway here i am laying in bed with my computer on my belly :D

Monday, May 21, 2007

Monday byday

Hm... i have to wake up this morning... for some *secret* n still wait for Bongo to help me... Hi there bongo.. maybe i should add ur banner here on my blog... cos still have many n plenty of place here LOL okay this is my first blog n i still don't know how to use it... :) SATONAaaa u have to responsible with this jk jk

Oh latest news... all hyip turn out to be SCAM in hour counting.... Geeee

Sunday, May 20, 2007

my first time here

okay let start this now.... my other way to blablabla something.... hahaha
start learn how to use this blog.