HI there!
it's so long huh! i've got something new n old goin on.
firstly about the job i got some xtra job which mean i got some xtra money too.
but u know, lately my feeling is not really good. this is not about illness that attact my body.
Sometimes i just feel that i'm an super hard person. i working so hard to keep everything on track even sometimes i don;t do it rite.
I keep making myself running from somthing that i don;t actually clear about.
ow about the xtra job... i got 2 student for my weekdays n weekend. :) n soon there'll be another more. I don't know why suddenly i got another xtra job, which ironically i feel a lil bit afraid cos my main job is reduced... yeah i know they need some xtra money to hold on the place, but then if my time was reduced there, means i did something wrong with my decision? i'm not seriously taking another office job because i know that this is better, but then what;s happen lately making me re think again am I taking the wrong decision? i'm so sad :(
and i become a super possesive lady and i don't know why am i doing that. i really didn't mean to make all of the things but then everything just split out from my mouth... even sometimes i feel bad with what i'm talking about. hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh so tired... i just need someone to understand me. but i guess i'll never gonna get it somehow. becos i don't even know myself (")
THAt's all nite :)
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