Party Dae....

Hum hum, today is the party, and none of that 3 dress i use it....
finally i just used the black strapless, and black pants.... :) hahahhahah the party is nice, i just remembered bout my 17 and all my friend out there... miss them .. but i guess i have no idea where the hell they're now......

Just mizz the day when i was teenager SO FUN............

drop down day

Fate, destiny i really don't know....

I have tried 2 interview in the different companies, one is banking and the other is in properties. I decline one as i was declined by the other. What a fate.. :( i'm so sad, but then i have to think forward. I know i've been waiting for this answer and then the answer is coming rite into my way.
Is this mean i have to find another job, or i should walk in the path that already there... something good n nice already waiting for me... I hope so.. cause now i feel so terrible... i don't know what should i do.. :( so sad

Confused NEH!!!!

OKAY... i'm not sure bout stylish n chic... but which one is good to go at 17th party...????? LOL

Shopping!

Today is my off day... so i take my lil sister to go to the shopping mall. I promised her yesterday, and she really happy. So i go there... wooooh i found nothing interesting in the mall recently. I don't know that is because no money, or because there is nothing good to be bought...
I hunt for shoes, bag and shirt of course, but then nothing interest me there .... so here i am go shopping without buy anything... LOL

Whoa... disaster!

Happy birthday to Michelle Auerlya.... happy sweeeeeeeeeeeeet 17

Hm.. there is a disaster today.... my brother did it. i don't know what gonna happen tomorrow. hope still okay... :(
I need some vacation i just don't know yet where should i go.... so sad :(

dilemma

no matter what i do... all i think about is you... even when ... blabal
ups that is song! and this theme not connected at all

well but my life is between this and that. everytime i get into the right way, there always wall which cut my way.... stand high front of me so i can't move on.
should i hit the wall and go straight? or should i turn around, find another way cos like the proverb said.. there are many way to go to Rome.

someone just give me the answer please....... just for encourage me.. cos i need something to stand on my feet... :(

HAppyDay

Well, today is not a bad day, but not a good day too, just an ordinary day.
The good things happen today is :
1. My internet connection has fully recovered
2. I win the online contest games... 2 contest which means i earn $1 LOL, thx to BONGO
3. I work just for 4 hours today, and now i'm rest LOL
4. MY mother n sister is coming back from the trip today

The bad things :
1. NONE....

LOL... actually i'm happy today i don't know why........

CAn't login to E-gold SAD

Unable to login to account.Access deniedThe IP you are using to access the e-gold website (61.5.53.113) appears to be either an open proxy or otherwise exploited. You will not be permitted to access e-gold services from this IP while this condition continues.Your first order of business to restore access should be to make sure that you are computing securely. Please read and implement e-gold's Security Recommendations.After you have resolved any security issues, including virus removal, it may take a day or two for your access to be re-enabled.

AGH that's bcos of my speedy!!!! i hate that. i can't login... i just recieve some money there... ukh and i can't access it damn damn damn!
oooops... btw i can't connect with my usual dsl because of some problem with the SUPER SLOW service PROVIDER! i could just report this to anything anywhere.. i just hmmm too patience and too kind person LOL

Another Wedding Ceremony 2

Today is a BUSY day... Very B.U.S.Y..
Well i already planned to wake up late today.. bcos nothing i should do.. so i wake up at 10. but then my fatheeeeeeeeeeeeeerr asked me to go with him to the market to buy couple of things for my mom's trip.... so.. i ate in a rush, i took a bath in a rush, n everything in a rush :D

When i was shopping, my BOss called me.. told me to come today for teaching.. :( what a day but bcos she asked me so desperately.. i finally say yes.. even that means.. i losssssst my chance to eat SEAFOOD (that's freee y know!!!!)..

N then.. the student came an hour later WHICH makes me ANGRY.. cos that SEAFOOD Things.. i should have come to the place to eat first uuuuuuuuuuuuukh!

then then then.. ukh i'm too tired to told all the story..
i went to sunday school for teaching, n then i'm in a rush to go to the WEdDing CereMony... which MY father's friend's SON.... marriage :o... my father again? uch... >.< is it FATHER's day today????????? GEEeeez what ever...

the thing is.... NothIng LOL

MyConfusedDay n Heart

Well this is actually not a big problem, just a simple case. I'm working part time, and i just fell dissapointed this morning. I offered my help for their moving.. into a new place, but then they just said would inform me.. which means i can't do anything else. I should have gone to my unive to do some thing.
THis morning i just found out that they have the usual class... which i don't know why they don't call me.. i know this sound ridiculous, but then i just felt being thrown away from the community.
Well actually that doesn't really matter, because sooner or later i have to quit from the job n start a full time job.
BUT Then.. my dissapoint feeling can't be cure..... ooooo i should be more carefull with this things. i was rejected without any concern here :)
I'm SAD

MyDream CeLLphoNe

This iS the CEllDreamy y know! LOve the 7373 series, i want to buy it but hmm when i finally collect my money, this phone is not up2date again... non 3G. even i still not know what is the use of 3G cos in my country it still not develop very well YET..... i wish i have a cellphone store, so that i can use every different phone each day LOL...... This is the NEXT phone i WANT.. no 3G too i guess. but not so sure, this series very famous in here... LG shine so shiny.. :( but that's too xpensive for the NON-HI-TECH cellphone.. just a style phone i guess.

BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE PAY ATTENTION!... ALL OF ABOVE IS NOTHING... THE ONE THAT MAKES MY HEART CRYING EVERyTIME I SEE SOMEONE USing IT...............

CAN U SEE IT CLEARLY??????????????? YUP N93I..... see satona that's why i hate u so much LOL

Nice Story ^^

A man went to a barbershop to have his hair cut and his beard trimmed. As the barber began to work, they began to have a good conversation. They talked about so many things and various subjects.

When they eventually touched on the subject of God, the barber said: "I don't believe that God exists." "Why do you say that?"asked the customer. "Well, you just have to go out in the street to realize that God doesn't exist.

Tell me, if God exists,would there be so many sick people? Would there be abandoned children? If God existed, there would be neither suffering nor pain. I can't imagine loving a God who would allow all of these things."

The customer thought for a moment, but didn't respond because he didn't want to start an argument. The barber finished his job and the customer left the shop.

Just after he left the barbershop, he saw a man in the street with long, stringy, dirty hair and an untrimmed beard. He looked dirty and un-kept.

The customer turned back and entered the barber shop again and he said to the barber: "You know what? Barbers do not exist." "How can you say that?"asked the surprised barber. "I am here, and I am a barber.And I just worked on you!"

"No!" the customer exclaimed. "Barbers don't exist because if they did, there would be no people with dirty long hair and untrimmed beards, like that man outside."

"Ah, but barbers DO exist! What happens is, people do not come to me."

"Exactly!"- affirmed the customer. "That's the point! God, too, DOES exist! What happens, is, people don't go to Him and do not look for Him. That's why there's so much pain and suffering in the world."

MY MY DAY

i'm working for 8 hours.
n that's quite confusing n consuming
hmm gotta see what new song today

i'm listening... How do I breathe.....

my TodAys horoscope

The Bottom Line
People are more compatible with you than ever before. Collaborations are favored.
In Detail
In a competitive game or sport, you are about to face someone who is actually quite well matched to you. You will finally get the challenge you have been itching for, and it will make you better. Overall, you are feeling harmony with everyone you are interacting with -- people are more compatible to your way of thinking than ever before. It's a great day for collaborations, from joint purchases to creative brainstorming.

Still the same song here

I'm angry... but sad actually. Well i know there is still hope or wish i guess. I can't even talk here bout my feelin
I thought u were my fairytale... my dreams when i'm not sleepin... but now i know u're not, n dreams really meant for sleeping :)
This song just makes me awake... n realize ... too many song that describe my condition
but i just can't even make any move rite now. I'm stuck! babey... sometimes LOve just ain't enough...........

When there was me and You

It's funny when you find yourself

Looking from the outside

I'm standing here but all I want

Is to be over there

Why did I let myself believe

Miracles could happen

Cause now I have to pretend

That I don't really careI thought you were my fairytale

A dream when I'm not sleeping

A wish upon a starThats coming true

But everybody else could tell

That I confused my feelings with the truth

When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody

That I heard you singing

And when you smiled You made me feelLike

I could sing along

But then you went and changed the words

Now my heart is empty

I'm only left with used-to-be's

Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale

And dreams were meant for sleeping

And wishes on a star

Just don't come true

Cause now even I tell That

I confused my feelings with the truth

Cause I liked the view

When there was me and you

I can't believe thatI could be so blind

It's like you were floating

While I was falling

And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view

Thought you felt it too

When there was me and you

Hell-o again...

I'm still searching... mm no... disovering. what should i put my blog with..
i'm thinking about an interesting program, usefull link... or perhaps ringtones... LOL..

my daily horoscope according to.... someone :


The Bottom Line
You must not look to other people to give you your sense of purpose.
In Detail
Many people make the big mistake of deriving a sense of purpose from someone else. Are you preventing yourself from moving forward in your life because you're waiting for someone else's approval? It's time to kick into an 'I don't care' mode of thinking if you want to regain a sense of being in charge of your life. You don't have to be rude, but you also don't have to get anyone's permission to do what you think is right.

Another Wedding Ceremony

HOooo I'm so tired.. i go to my friend's wedding today..

That's boy is my student, n beside me his sister...

we're used in the same of english course about 13 years ago...

what a LIFe... So Looong time ago...

Finally

hiks... finally after several hyip i have join, there is 1 come back... the admin sent e-mail....

Dear Members
my site was got hacked and after a hard struggle of 14-18 days i get back my site but nothing is normal in it and monitors already announced that it is scam..now it is request to all monitors that please change status on waiting we are not scammer we are here to stay so please change status and now i will check all accounts it is request to all keep support us and for payout everyone need to deposit with min amount to get paid because many hackers was inside i removed them but now don't know they are in or now but now ho much money is pending it is not a issue i will pay all with honesty it is request please invest min amount and get back your whole withdraw..Invest to get whole withdraw and i will proceed it ASAP after deposit......
we are here to stay...Admin IP

voila... hope he's rite!

my graduate ceremony

Teknik Informatika dan Matematika Strata 1 0600659231 CORINA LESTARI 6-Jul-2007 15.30 7-Jul-2007 12.30 B056

i put it here so then i'm not gonna forgot about it. that is my chair number LOL

Welcome

too many things i've done recently... i go to wedding same with satona, the diff is she's in singapore n me here in JAKARTA the hottest city ... real hot... the temperature is rising el nino :D

I'm the receptionist there... cos this is my mother friends son wedding..... LOL

Got the free gown.. can't give u the complete picture, cos i plan for using this gown on another vacation... LOL.. but i don't really like my hair too simple... n the make up huaaa get older with those make up :p. just need some fresh make up i guess, the brides ask for the glamorous one... so tired at that day :D