Sunday, September 5, 2010

confusing thought!

Okay, this thing always come back to me every year (i guess)... 

I never realize that my brain can work out many thought. I'm soon gonna be 26 and i haven't decided what i want to do with my life. I just stay focus with what i have and what i want to have but the truth is  instead of those thought, i keep a deepfull thought about live. I wanna be someone else who have another interesting thing to do daily. I'm dull here. I feel empty. I can't even express my own feeling. 

Will I find what I've been looking for?
Will I walk through this darkness forever?
Will I be forgiven for my mistakes?
Will I forgive every mistakes that has been done?
Will I get my happy ever after?
Will I ever let it go?
Will I .........
Ever gonna answer all my questions............