Sunday, July 29, 2007

Till the day has come

Hm... i think my friend is hmm what is it called? hmmm reject? not notice? whatever, i never talk to her again since i don't know when, perhaps she's in trouble, or i'm in trouble.... hmm am i did something wrong? yeah i just can think that she's just busy or something, cos she never answer my called again.

ENOUGH for the uneg2 :P

now i'm in my period n it's hurt... u kh.. tomorrow is MONDAY and u know what???? I hate monday hahahha, hope nothing bad happen. ukh ukh ukh

i want to go on surfing again... ow btw i'm hijack my photo yesterdae LOL..

Thursday, July 26, 2007

Not Really True but THAT's OKAY

The Bottom Line
Your hard work always pays off. So don't hesitate to put sweat equity into this day.

In Detail
More often than not, your hard work pays off. So do not hesitate to put a little sweat equity into this day if you see a chance to get a little further in a goal or on a project. Today, let your inner go-getter help you go a little bit farther than you normally would. Before the sun sets today, you will get some kudos for a job well done. It's a day for making impressions and blowing people's minds with your ability to multi-task and deliver way above their expectations.

that my horoscope says for tooday.
well i don't believe it but then what happen to me in this 2 or 3 days... i just felt that TOTTALY TRUE............ :( hiks finally there's something which understand my condition.
UKH i know sometimes problem love to come, but then i felt being HIT buy a truck, although i tried not to think about it, sometimes i just felt guilty so hiks hiks hiks

Friday, July 20, 2007

NET banking............. sucks

UKH,,,,, i got complained from one of my new stud's parents. OHh i wished my child wouldn't be like that. evil boy.. he told his mother a false fact about me. CK CK CK parents ooooh parents, what have u done to your boy!
next, i help my frens to pay his internet bill on my net banking, but it sucks, almost an hour and i still can't pay the bill!!!!!!!!!! what is thiiiiiiiis i hate it
I even have to try another way because i already made a promise.. damn damn damn
this makes me busy.....
in a minute i have to go again to the mall for eating sushi
ooooooooo this is the only thing that makes me KEEP IN MIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oooooooooo eaaaaaating eating eating..... when this would be done........

Monday, July 16, 2007

I'm @#$%^&*&^%$#

Another monday to comment, i hate monday!
yep my feelings so fuzzy, i can't even think for even just one second, i need some stedy life, but then evertime, day, minute, hour like racing in front of my eyes.
Am i too greedy for asking happines, i'm so nothing rite now.
hope i can face the day when i have full of chance to move and walk on.

2 and a half teach math..... ukh feel like a curse... but then, at least my brain is there to help me LOL

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Here I am to Worship!


LIGHT OF THE WORLD
YOU STEPPED DOWN INTO DARKNESS
OPENED MY EYES LET ME SEE
BEAUTY THAT MADE THIS HEART ADORE YOU
HOPE OF A LIFE SPENT WITH YOU
CHORUS:
HERE I AM TO WORSHIP, HERE I AM TO BOW DOWN
HERE I AM TO SAY THAT YOU'RE MY GOD
YOU'RE ALTOGETHER LOVELY, ALTOGETHER WORTHY
ALTOGETHER WONDERFUL TO ME

KING OF ALL DAYS
OH SO HIGHLY EXALTED
GLORIOUS IN HEAVEN ABOVE
HUMBLY YOU CAME TO THE EARTH YOU CREATED
ALL FOR LOVE'S SAKE BECAME POOR

(CHORUS)

BRIDGE:
I'LL NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH IT COST
TO SEE MY SIN UPON THAT CROSS

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Monday, July 9, 2007

ideal day to research travel plans ?!@#$%^&

The Bottom Line
This is an ideal day to research travel plans, especially to another country.
In Detail
When was the last time you experienced something foreign (sushi, burritos, and sweet-and-sour pork do not count!)? Today, make a bigger effort to expand your horizons. This is an ideal day to research travel plans, especially if they involve travel outside of the country. Deciding on the right time to go can be a hassle, but if you pick a time now, you can avoid any complications later. The time is always perfect for planning an ambitious vacation.

LOL, what a day... i'm just back from my vacation, and there is another suggest bout having another holiday LOL ...
but i'm thinking bout it :)

Saturday, July 7, 2007

MAe Graduatiiiiiiiooooooon!

Hiihihihih today is my ceremony and it's feeeeeeeeeeeeel incredible, feel like want to have it again and again LOL... but that's tired....


and now what........... after this i still have to move ooooooooooooon ukh ukkh

Friday, July 6, 2007

twisted finger n graduation ceremony

Hm.. finally tomorrow is the dae, but i'm not really sure bout it....................................
oh i hate it i love it n i'm really confused.........
finish something means start for another new thing, this is still goin n goin until the end of life..
hmmm
tired sometimes, but i guess all ppl has the same thing to do :)

Thursday, July 5, 2007

HolYdae n Accident

Fiuh i just came back from my vacation, i went 2 Puncak... so cold there, the first dae i went to the zoo... quite fun there... the second day is flower park..... but then the place not so good anymore...... aaaa i lost my fave sunglasses there. so sad :( my bf gave me, and i haven't told him yet hhikkz
MY ring finger was hit by the door this afternoon......................... hurtsssssssssssss so bad... i can't even type with all my fingers.

Saturday, June 30, 2007

Party Dae....

Hum hum, today is the party, and none of that 3 dress i use it....
finally i just used the black strapless, and black pants.... :) hahahhahah the party is nice, i just remembered bout my 17 and all my friend out there... miss them .. but i guess i have no idea where the hell they're now......

Just mizz the day when i was teenager SO FUN............

Thursday, June 28, 2007

drop down day

Fate, destiny i really don't know....

I have tried 2 interview in the different companies, one is banking and the other is in properties. I decline one as i was declined by the other. What a fate.. :( i'm so sad, but then i have to think forward. I know i've been waiting for this answer and then the answer is coming rite into my way.
Is this mean i have to find another job, or i should walk in the path that already there... something good n nice already waiting for me... I hope so.. cause now i feel so terrible... i don't know what should i do.. :( so sad

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Confused NEH!!!!



OKAY... i'm not sure bout stylish n chic... but which one is good to go at 17th party...????? LOL

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Shopping!

Today is my off day... so i take my lil sister to go to the shopping mall. I promised her yesterday, and she really happy. So i go there... wooooh i found nothing interesting in the mall recently. I don't know that is because no money, or because there is nothing good to be bought...
I hunt for shoes, bag and shirt of course, but then nothing interest me there .... so here i am go shopping without buy anything... LOL

Monday, June 25, 2007

Whoa... disaster!

Happy birthday to Michelle Auerlya.... happy sweeeeeeeeeeeeet 17

Hm.. there is a disaster today.... my brother did it. i don't know what gonna happen tomorrow. hope still okay... :(
I need some vacation i just don't know yet where should i go.... so sad :(

Thursday, June 21, 2007

dilemma

no matter what i do... all i think about is you... even when ... blabal
ups that is song! and this theme not connected at all

well but my life is between this and that. everytime i get into the right way, there always wall which cut my way.... stand high front of me so i can't move on.
should i hit the wall and go straight? or should i turn around, find another way cos like the proverb said.. there are many way to go to Rome.

someone just give me the answer please....... just for encourage me.. cos i need something to stand on my feet... :(

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

HAppyDay

Well, today is not a bad day, but not a good day too, just an ordinary day.
The good things happen today is :
1. My internet connection has fully recovered
2. I win the online contest games... 2 contest which means i earn $1 LOL, thx to BONGO
3. I work just for 4 hours today, and now i'm rest LOL
4. MY mother n sister is coming back from the trip today

The bad things :
1. NONE....

LOL... actually i'm happy today i don't know why........

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

CAn't login to E-gold SAD

Unable to login to account.Access deniedThe IP you are using to access the e-gold website (61.5.53.113) appears to be either an open proxy or otherwise exploited. You will not be permitted to access e-gold services from this IP while this condition continues.Your first order of business to restore access should be to make sure that you are computing securely. Please read and implement e-gold's Security Recommendations.After you have resolved any security issues, including virus removal, it may take a day or two for your access to be re-enabled.

AGH that's bcos of my speedy!!!! i hate that. i can't login... i just recieve some money there... ukh and i can't access it damn damn damn!
oooops... btw i can't connect with my usual dsl because of some problem with the SUPER SLOW service PROVIDER! i could just report this to anything anywhere.. i just hmmm too patience and too kind person LOL

Saturday, June 16, 2007

Another Wedding Ceremony 2

Today is a BUSY day... Very B.U.S.Y..
Well i already planned to wake up late today.. bcos nothing i should do.. so i wake up at 10. but then my fatheeeeeeeeeeeeeerr asked me to go with him to the market to buy couple of things for my mom's trip.... so.. i ate in a rush, i took a bath in a rush, n everything in a rush :D

When i was shopping, my BOss called me.. told me to come today for teaching.. :( what a day but bcos she asked me so desperately.. i finally say yes.. even that means.. i losssssst my chance to eat SEAFOOD (that's freee y know!!!!)..

N then.. the student came an hour later WHICH makes me ANGRY.. cos that SEAFOOD Things.. i should have come to the place to eat first uuuuuuuuuuuuukh!

then then then.. ukh i'm too tired to told all the story..
i went to sunday school for teaching, n then i'm in a rush to go to the WEdDing CereMony... which MY father's friend's SON.... marriage :o... my father again? uch... >.< is it FATHER's day today????????? GEEeeez what ever...

the thing is.... NothIng LOL

Friday, June 15, 2007

MyConfusedDay n Heart

Well this is actually not a big problem, just a simple case. I'm working part time, and i just fell dissapointed this morning. I offered my help for their moving.. into a new place, but then they just said would inform me.. which means i can't do anything else. I should have gone to my unive to do some thing.
THis morning i just found out that they have the usual class... which i don't know why they don't call me.. i know this sound ridiculous, but then i just felt being thrown away from the community.
Well actually that doesn't really matter, because sooner or later i have to quit from the job n start a full time job.
BUT Then.. my dissapoint feeling can't be cure..... ooooo i should be more carefull with this things. i was rejected without any concern here :)
I'm SAD