Why i can't stop shopping!!!!!!!!!!!

is it bcoz i'm a woman?? ZzzzZzzz but then i do find out a couple of man that like to do 'shoppin' stuff.

but then lately, i even can't control my eyes, to seee a lot of things..... start to buy anything, which accordin to some ppl i don't really need it. from clothes, cosmetics, fragrance, accesories,

woooooooooooggggggggggh! I do need to find a job that really can give me a lot of support for such a hobbies... or a.k.a MONEY.....

Next question, is that money so important? LOL............. as a human YEAAAAAH beeeebeee. but as a crazy naive person.. no.. i don't think money is that important, bcos some ppl can survive without any single money everyday... (or maybe they died the next 2 or 3 days n no one realize)

well, back then, there's a lot of contradiction bout the pursuit of MONEY. hihhihihih. N I still walking aroound looking 4 the best answer....

Next.... can the 'addicted-ness' of shopping be cured?

YES if I want

NO if I don't want...

yeaaaaaaaah

well actually i have some 'drugs' for curing my disease...

1. Stop seeing any little things that can tease me to spend money

2. Put my money in some place that i can even use it instantly, n put only little cash on ur purse

3. Pretend that u don't have money

4. BUT NONE OF THAT KEEPING ME totally FAR FROM SHOPPING

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

gua da pusink

bis blanja lage

sebaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal!

luck happens on unlucky day

hm... i got my tire bumpz 2 days ago.... i still feel curious bout how could all this things happen.
back then.. i realize that there's so much unpredictable things could happen.
so after i make some summarize ... i think i'm the one who's in charge for the 'tire' bumpz.
it's already late.. n i ran out my gasoline (yea rite double combo!) so i get hurry n then i face dead end of the road... (it's been fixed)... so i need to find another way.. n i move backward... i move fast... coz i'm so confident that there is no other thing back there...
but ooooops.. i think i hit somethin... it's pavement... ukh... so i go down from my car to check if somethin happen to my car.. but it's nothin.... my car's body still fine... n so i move...
after bout 5 km.... i heard somethin noisy from my car. sounds 'glutug' glutuk'... i thought it was my bumper .... but then the sound louder n louder... n i realize it was my TIRE oooooooooooooooo S***... i stopped n i checked........ ukhhhhhhhhh i call someone to tell me what should i do.. n then i got an idea bout move on and fine the service near there... bout a minute later there was 2 guy on a motorcycle... shouted at me.. n says bout my tire...
n they want to help me fixed it.. I'm soooooooooooooooo CONFUSED.. BIG CONFUSED. it's dilemma ... cos the road is soooooooo dark.. n there's not lot car passing the way.... in fact i hate that road... cos it's spooky at nite. so i'm confused going down or not.. but then i don't know why i just listen to that guy...
GUESS WHAT .......... they helped meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee LOL
i'm so luck huhuhu.. but still i'm a lil bit afraid....
i'm thank 2 everyone who helped me
n thx to GOD 4 everything...

Roberto Cavalli - Serpentin

The FragranceTorn between gentleness and mystery, mango blossom seems to oscillate. Juicy and untamed… it displays its exotic charms. Like a floral echo, Tahitian tiare flower and frangipani blossom come to join it, turning the potion into pure temptation. Flirting with the spicy charm of black pepper, the parade of flowers winds up uniting with the warm tonalities of amber and woods.

The ImageSerpents and gold, the risk of being bewitched is almost obvious. Intertwined, the two reptiles seem to be swimming at the heart of the bottle, which, trapping the saffron-hued nectar, flaunts its medallion-like curves. Protecting the contents like a seal, a pointy golden stopper raws

your hand to release the potion

Serpentine Perfume by Roberto Cavalli, This marvelous fragrance was created by roberto cavalli, in 2005. Its fantastic scent includes a mixture of mandarin, artemisia, violet leaves, frangipani, black pepper, amber, and sandalwood.



MY newest collection LOL..

hhhh. rainy rainy day

humh humh humh...
i don't know what should i write in here...
but i still want to write...
i'm so sleepy, yet i can't sleeeeeeep
i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i ii i
i'm so crazy tonite

X.O.X.O

dung!

hey I want a worrybox......... it's cute........

fizzy fuzzy fazzz

Zzzzzzzz a lot things happen n guess wat.. IT's nu year.. nu resolution.. nu for everything :)
but then i'm still just Me, myself and I.
I have fren whi decided to marriage n cancell the marriage in just 6 month.. what is that actually?

I I I i have to go now... continue later!!! cya

MerrY chrisTmas

Santa Clauz isn't comin to my town :)

i better not watch
i better cry out
n i better pout
so tellin me now

why santa isn't comin to town!!!!!!

Parfume allabout!

hm... want to have some flashback with my memories... bout my parfume collection...

i think my first given parfume was ISSEY MIYAKE classic....

Here i sort my parfume by its price LOL

ISSEY ---- classic n L'EAU D'ISSEY

Introduced by Issey Miyake in 1994. L` eau D`issey is a refined aquatic fragrance. This Perfume has a blend of citrus and spice combined with lower notes of musk amber and woods. It is recommended for evening wear.

Britney Spears CURIOUS ----

BRITNEY SPEARS CURIOUS was introduced in the year 2004, by the design house of Britney Spears. Curious is a flowery fragrance with a blend of louisiana magnolia and wrapped in the sensuality of vanilla-infused musk. It is recommended for daytime wear.

Britney Spears CURIOUS in control ----

Britney Spears CURIOUS in CONTROL was Introduced in 2006. Black and pink, sweet and sexy, In Control Curious is a fragrance that ‘thrives on the unknown’. Like ‘an aphrodisiac that puts completely in control’, the fragrance reveals a sensual mix of vanilla-infused musk, crème brulee and midnight orchid. Classification : FloralTop note : Loquat Fruit.Middle note : Night Orchid, Crème Brulee, Black Vanilla, Tonka Crystals.Base note : Sugar, Sandalwood, Musk.

J.LO still
Introduced in 2003.Jennifer Lopez introduces Still by J.Lo, a glamourous, sexy and modern fragrance for women. Still perfume is adorned with a replica diamond solitaire jewel around a beautiful pink champagne stained glass.Classification : Floral.Notes : sake, piquant white pepper, sandalwood, musk, pink fressia, honeysuckle, sparkling mandarin and tea.Style: Sexy.Recommended Use : Evening Wear.

Anna Sui ----secret wish

Introduced in 2005. Secret Wish perfume has a fragrance type of fruity floral. This fragrance has a blend of melon, lemon, marigold , blackcurrant buds, white cedarwood, pineapple, skin musk complex, amber. It is recommended for daytime wear.

YSL----- YoungSexyLove

Introduced in 2006.Young Sexy Lovely for Women by Yves Saint Laurent is a modern & refined character fragrance. It consists of the fruits and flowers.This Perfume has a blend of Top notes : Nashi Pear, Mandarin, BlackcurrantMiddle notes : Cherry blossom, Magnolia, Wineyard PeachBase notes : Cristalline Musks, Amber, Cedarwood.It is recommended for daily or romantic wear.

Bvlgari----Omnia Amethyst

BVLGARI OMNIA AMETHYSTE for Women was introduced in 2007.his latest Omnia incarnation targets a younger audience (aged around 20–25) than the original, and features a lighter, fresher, floral juice.Omnia Améthyste opens on notes of green sap and pink grapefruit, giving way to the prominent accords of iris and Bulgarian rosebud. The base features heliotrope and solar woods accords.

Lanvin Eclat D'Arpege

Introduced 2002. Introduced in the year 2004, by the design house. Eclat dArpege has a blend of sicilian lemon leaves, lilac green, wisteria flowers, green tea flowers, peach flowers, red peony, chinese osmanthus, white cedar of Lebanon, musk, amber. It is recommended for day time or evening wear.

Nina Ricci Nina

Introduced in 2006. Fresh, floral and fruity, with mouth watering accents. A perfume deliciously inspired by the red toffee apple, with tender flesh and a crisp outside to tempt and charm. A perfume which gradually releases its magic notes. As fascinating as a jewel, as attractive as candy, the crystalline apple is tinted raspberry pink. It is enhanced with a vibrant red halo and finely decorated with silver leaves. A jewel of a bottle which draws inspiration from the unforgettable Fille d`Eve bottle designed in 1952 by Nina Ricci. Top note : Calabrian Lemon, Caipirinha Lime Middle note : Love Apple, Peony, Fleur de Lune, Praline Base note : Apple Tree, White Cedar, Musks It is recommended of all ocassions.

Hermes Kelly Caleche

Hermes KELLY CALECHE was introduced in 2007.Kelly Caleche`s name comes from two classic symbols of the Hermes tradition. Kelly, the saddle-maker`s legendary handbag, originally christened simply, `lady`s handbag` and rechristened Kelly in homage to Princess Grace Kelly. And Caleche, Hermes`s second fragrance, created in 1961.

From the imagination of house designer Jean Claude Ellena, Kelly Caleche is an airy leather scent, an `angel leather` with the smell of flowers. A delicate fragrance for a modern Amazon. A joyful and feminine fragrance inspired by a leather with a flowery scent, more like a suede than a Russian leather, an accord with burnt-wood notes. Climbing rose bestows the floral-leather sensation. Softened with green notes (lily-of-the-valley, narcissus, iris and more), the perfume possesses a gentle woodsy-chypre character that is surely a nod to Vetiver de Caleche (by Guy Robert, 1961).

Designed by: Jean Claude Ellena.

Classification : FloralTop note : Green Notes, Lily-of-the-valley, Rose, Narcissus Middle note : Climbing Rose, Mimosa, Tuberose Base note : Iris, Woodsy Notes, Leather Accord

Facebook- LOL

cos so many of my frens invite me join this.... here i am... busy to take care my pet...

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=650303256

HAHAH weirdo....

friday friday

Hmm just coming to my room sweeet room. o yeah i kinda do some shopping lately ukh.. probably feeling so christmas earlier... like usual i bought parfume AGAIN.. but then i bought it bcos i have to give someone a birthday present, so i bought for mine too (only an excuse).

Agh... lately i found i have so much lucky but i don't know why... :) i just feeeeeeel so happy with my life... ooo i hate my internet bandwith, kind of cheating on me. i'm not use it so much but then the bill is un believable.....

But that just a piece of cake....

I LOVE INUYASHAAAAAAAAAAA the never ending stories LOL

Parfume ManiaaaaaX

Whola... i's so confused cause i can;t decided what parfume i have to buy next
I'm so addicted to a nice smell things... like soal, bubble bath, n PARFUme of course.
just i don;t have so much budget to buy that.... :)
Mt wish list is :
1. Vera Wang Princess ---- the bottle is so cute ^^
2. Alexander McQueen Kingdom ------- Antique
3. I LOEWE YOU --- fresh fragrance ")
4. perhaps AIGNER too feminime --- classic bottle
But then i was adore the mini version of those Glazzy things......

hooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

another i hate monday

HI there!
it's so long huh! i've got something new n old goin on.
firstly about the job i got some xtra job which mean i got some xtra money too.
but u know, lately my feeling is not really good. this is not about illness that attact my body.
Sometimes i just feel that i'm an super hard person. i working so hard to keep everything on track even sometimes i don;t do it rite.
I keep making myself running from somthing that i don;t actually clear about.
ow about the xtra job... i got 2 student for my weekdays n weekend. :) n soon there'll be another more. I don't know why suddenly i got another xtra job, which ironically i feel a lil bit afraid cos my main job is reduced... yeah i know they need some xtra money to hold on the place, but then if my time was reduced there, means i did something wrong with my decision? i'm not seriously taking another office job because i know that this is better, but then what;s happen lately making me re think again am I taking the wrong decision? i'm so sad :(

and i become a super possesive lady and i don't know why am i doing that. i really didn't mean to make all of the things but then everything just split out from my mouth... even sometimes i feel bad with what i'm talking about. hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh so tired... i just need someone to understand me. but i guess i'll never gonna get it somehow. becos i don't even know myself (")

THAt's all nite :)

my not so bad Monday

ukh still holiday, n i'm really feel exhausted..
well my friend n i were planning to go singging, but then without any organize plan... the place we want to go was closed.... wat a day
i'm eating roasted chicken, n my stomach really like a blender now. ukh is it dirty? but eniwei good enough for my digestion LOL

i'm sleepy now trying to sleap, my bf gonna come back 2 more days HOA HOA.....

3rd day working double shift

FIuh, my bf having a holiday in japan, and i'm having my holiday at my own house... wat an ironically story.. LOL
Not really...
I'm tired lately, not so sure what makes me tired so badly, is it bcos the job i'm taking it, or i just feel super tired working all the job in the house... but i guess this is not about all the things i've mention.
I'm tired as mentally ... i guess, thinking something that i probably couldn't change or handle makes me physically tired. trying to get something to do but then i just don't have any power to do it. I want to buy some books but then i have to think am i having time for reading? cos lately i have problem with my time management, which it means i feel so miserable if anything goes through my day without my permission
chit chat chit chat chit chat, when will this day will end... LOL

i'm ready not for oshin

HUE HUE HUE..... i'm counting my days for working xtra shift at my house... LOL
all of my servants going back to their village... and me, n my family work together to finish all. HUA... luckily i got some off work day for 1 week, hope my bones still at where they hold.... :)

another monday disaster

1. Jakarta traffic jam
2. A car exploded near the hospital
3. I don't have somethin to do rite now n makes me so boring
4. I can't go anywhere n STUCK
5. my throat feels a lil bit itchy damn!

that's all the report for : I HATE MONDAY lol...................

hippi biddie to me LOL

VOila... jay chou 3rd movie, lol once again i have to give applause to his piano arrangement, wuiih, nice classic piano, and all the cast most of them can play piano too, what a movie, :)

the story is about...... SECRET..... so i can't tell u...... watch n see it!

i'm looking for the music partitur but i haven't found it yet.....

yipppi jay chouuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!

All bout QuiZzzzzzzz

Your French Name is:

Colette Collin

What's Your French Name?

Your Birthdate: September 19

You are resilient, and no doubt your resilience has already been tested. You've had some difficult experiences in your life, but you are wise from them. Having had to grow up quickly, you tend to discount the advice of others. You tend to be a loner, having learned that the only person you can depend on is yourself. Your strength: Well developed stability and confidence Your weakness: Suspicion of others Your power color: Eggplant Your power symbol: Spade Your power month: October

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

You Were Born Under:

You are quick witted, charming, and bring luck to all who know you. A bit greedy, you tend to go after what you want - with success. Clever, you seek out knowledge... and eventually use what you know to your advantage. You are very loyal, and you treat your real friends like they are family. You are most compatible with a Dragon or Monkey.

What Year Were You Born Under?

Your IQ Is 120

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius Your General Knowledge is Above Average

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

You Are 50% Left Brained, 50% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

In Little Sister, Fujiwara no Mitsuko is the thirteen year old fourth daughter of a powerful noble of the Fujiwara clan. Her carefully proscribed life (wearing layers of kimonos, writing poetry, and hiding behind protective screens as a lady of her rank should) is torn asunder when their home is raided and burned by warrior-monks. As the family flees the city, her oldest sister Amaiko's new husband is killed, and Amaiko falls into a catatonic state. Believing that the only way she can help her beloved sister is to go after Amaiko's lost soul, which is seeking her husband's soul, Mitsuko must journey to the netherworld. She is assisted by a tengu, a shape-shifting demon named Goranu, whom she meets when she and Amaiko take shelter in a little shrine. There, she prays to the kami (spirit) of the shrine for help and promises to repair the shrine and see that it is not forgotten. Goranu appears to be the answer to her prayers as he takes her to the Dragon King, to Lord Emma-O (Judge of the Dead), and even to the Land of the Ancestors in her quest to save her sister's soul. Goranu is a mischievous, humorously appealing character, who can be a man or a black-feathered bird-like creature. As he assists Mitsuko, he helps her to find her own courage and abilities and to ultimately reunite her family. The story is told in the first person, in a voice appropriate to Mitsuko's age and background.

Nice.... novel, like the part of story when tengu can be frenz with human, n finally fall in love with mitsuko, well not ending with happy like a fairytale story, yet it's so human n GREAT!!!

Nefertiti : The book of the dead

She is called "The Perfect One," the most famous and beautiful woman in the ancient world. She rules with her husband Akhenaten over the most powerful, sophisticated and affluent society the world has ever seen and across an empire that stretches from Africa through the Middle East.

But behind these glorious scenes an epic power struggle is taking place: Nefertiti and Akhenaten inaugurate an enlightened new religion and build a magnificent and mysterious new capital, Akhetaten, in which to worship the Sun God, the Aten. The delicate balance of power in Egypt is thrown into confusion. The priesthood is stripped of its traditional authority and wealth, the army is enraged by the growing turbulence in the empire, and the people resent the loss of their gods. Old alliances are brought into doubt, and generations of inherited power and wealth are suddenly at stake.

And then, just days before the crucial festival to celebrate the new capital, Nefertiti suddenly vanishes. Rai Rahotep, the youngest chief detective in the Thebes division, with a rising reputation for his original methods, is secretly assigned by Akhenaten himself to investigate. He has ten days to find the Queen and return her in time for the celebrations. Success will bring glory—but if Rai fails, he and his family will die. . . .

Nice BOOKS.. even i still very curious about the rest of the story.... the beginning, the history, but over all this book is so nice, n so clear bout the Egypt :)