Songs.... :)

Recently i've been hearing this song..... regularly LOL

Rihanna - Hate on The club
Now this be the last time you did me wrong
No more laying up in your arms
No calling, saying you want me back
I'm packing my bags, what you think about that?
Stayed at home like a good girl do
But Tonight baby you got me sad and blue
I just heard about the girl in your car now, kissing at the bar
Got me crying

[Chorus:]
Ohhh, you got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Oh you took my love
Now you got me like whoahhh
You got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Why'd you have to take my loveWhoahh

And you can be mad at me all you
ain't coming in, I'll be waiting out front
Coming out the door with your girlfriend
You did me wrong boy tell me where our love is
I Stayed at home like a good girl do
But Tonight baby you got me sad and blue
I just heard about the girl in your car now, kissing at the bar
Got me crying

back to [Chorus:]

Now this is the sound of a broken heart
There's only one reason why we're apart
She never woulda made it to your car
If it wasn't for the club, I'd still have my
would still have usI'd still have my love
We would still have us
But now we're like whoahhhh
Ohhh, you got me hatin' on the club'Cause you took my love
Oh you took my loveBut now, now we're like whoahhh
You got me hatin' on the clubYou took my loveOh you took my love

~luv it~

I'm tired

Yeap I'm still in my bad mood for my period and sometimes I feel like I don't really want to ........ Never mind....
I just feel a lil bit jealousy with some of my frens... Yeah... I hve a bad feeling that I couldn't get my happily ever after life... Yeap that thing only a fairytale.... But then how I should go on with my life... When nothing I could do for changing it to better.... I don't have enough power to do or maybe I just wish that the world end soon, so I don't hve to do anything....

Gyahahahahhaha- pathetic square.... Geeez....

~imitation of life~

HI there... yeap... today i'm in my lowest mood which means... i really want to vanished from this world... like jumper maybe.... sometimes i'm thinking about how it would feel to erase someone entirely from this world.. not only death, but all about that particular person.... from memories and so on. If God really write everything on it, He could erase it... but people need to adapt which only can be learned by previous action... no memories mean nothing gonna move forward...

Well the reason i've been sensitive about my life is... actually i should be happy rite.. but nobody is happy enough with their life.. there always a thousand reason to deny a happiness.
Okay.. so the reason is.. are.. perhaps... :) hatred toward some ppl.... i've been underestimated about my ability in my field... i'm a tutor but yet one 'biatch' who also a tutor makes a statement about tutor is a fake teacher.. gosh..... what the hell wrong with you... eating her own shit...
and now i've been thinking to become a teacher... but i don't want my reason to be a teacher is because that biatch statement...
the other reason maybe these past days i loss my confidence.. like i've been try so hard but then it's not enough to impress no improvement... i think i'm gonna change my mood tomorrow
i don't like ppl anymore.. and i want to be a mean person... ------ that is only my thought.. lol that's why before all of my thought become real, i want to vanished... could someone erase me??? just erase... forget that i ever lived in this world...

hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Reader!!

I just read this blog when i'm googling some movie... it's shinjuku incident.. says in wikipedia that TAKIZAWA HIDEAKI cast on that movie... i wonder which cast is he play... :) anyone can answer this? btw i read this article :

According to J.A. O’Brien, a reading instruction expert, There are essentially 3 different types of readers ( our unique reading styles are influenced by this, according to him) and they are:
Motor Readers - Motor readers are lip movers or vocalizers. Such readers are extremely slow readers as they accompany their reading with various movements of the muscles of articulation. As a result, their speed of reading slows down because they artificially keep their speed down to the rate at which they can pronounce words. Moreover, since there is so much muscular activity involved in their reading, motor readers tire quickly. Motor readers make frequent regressions, for their eyes tend to rush ahead and their voice stays behind. These readers often take the help of their finger to keep a track of their reading and to stay where on the word where there voice is. All this leads to poor comprehension for their mind is as much involved with the mechanics of reading as it is with ideas.
Auditory Readers - Auditory readers "hear" the words they read, but they do not sub-vocalize to themselves. They are very much aware of saying words in their mind, although their speech organs are completely at rest. This means, that they do not actually pronounce each word aloud but only imagine the pronunciation. Auditory readers are mush more skillful and rapid. Auditory reading is faster than motor reading.
Visual Readers - Visual reading is the fastest. Visual readers do not "hear" what they are reading. They simply see a word and understand its meaning. Visual readers understand words and phrases without saying and hearing them. They read with their eyes and mind, not with their mouths or ears.
Credits to Namrata Mathur
So, what type of reader are you?

I hate this part in my houz 2

Geez... Thought this perhaps a hundreds times I feel very annoyed... I'm in my gold cage, I feel safe but then I hve to follow orders, rules and so whatever... SUCKS



saving for future is one of things that I don't like to think about... If I could choose I prefer not having my future... Sorry for ppl who really want to live 4eva, but I absolutely don't agree..... But I can't ending mylife myself for that is a sin to do that. But I have a strong feeling that I hve my bomb.. Whatever the trigger it will soon vanished me from this world lol. Geez.... I'm talkking crap and yes... All ppl surround me is a crap and they are making me feel the crap's of world .........

Why physics is so hard!!

Hyaaaa I hate physics...

Newtonian mechanic things..

It's just another junior high school questions but then this simple machine lever things is sooooo CRAP

extra ordinary strange day.... ?!?!?

Hi there.. wow i guess it's too late now. But then i feel so terrible if i'm not write anything todae

I'm trying to adapt myself to my new netbook. Kind of hard using it but i love it.. i just fell in love and it's pink lol. Hm been talking to my friend about life, God, relationship n so on..

Well this week i can say.. that my job isn't fun for me.. i feel a lil bit tension there. The good news is i got extra long weekend because of the election .... and easter of course...

Talking bout easter... this year perhaps is the first year of my easter without any routine tradition in catholic... for more than 10 years i've been doing that on and on.. sometimes makes me sick... but then... kind of missing it.... but just a little... because somehow i can't manage my believe in all those celebration anymore... yeah... i lost it.. the feeling of easter and christmas. Should i pity myself? perhaps.. but then i should pity the people who're going to church without realising that they're no heart in there... at least i know that i don't like being trap in one tradition without understand what is the meaning.

I hve a lil bit quote here :

"How evil is possible in the world if God is all-good and all-powerful. After all, if God is all-powerful, then the evil in this world is His responsibility and He cannot therefore be all-good. If God is all-good then He cannot be all-powerful, for He allows evil to exist in the world."

Who can answer that??? i can't n i don't want to try to answer that either...

that quote is from shawni book's called The End of Reason... i have the book in my language (indonesian) and i hve to admit it I like to read it again and again.. not for judging God or try not to believe it.. the books.. really good for questioning my faith.... maybe someday i can find the truth, but i rather to keep it like that.. as a mystery....

hoamh so sleepy need to go to bed.........

nite ^^

crying... i"m so sad :((

Hello

I'm in the very super really bad mood

Well I guess I was happier yesterday!

Below is one of my book that I bought a long long time ago, n I still haven't got any chanve to read it.. I hope it's nice :)

Here comes the synopsis :

"Lady Constance Keeble, sister of Lord Ermsworth of Blanding Castle, has both an imperious manner and a valuable diamond necklace. The precarious peace of Blandings is shattered when her necklace become the object of dark plottings, for within the castle lurk some well-connected jewel thieves-among them the Honourable Freddie Threepwood, Lord Emsworth's younger son, who wants the reward money to set up a bookmaking business. Psmith, the elegant socialist, is also after it for his newly married chum Mike. And on patrol with the impossible task of bringing management to Blandings is the efficient Baxter, whose striving for order lead to a memorable encounter with the castle flowerpots......"

A witch!

' A witch description from Paulo C, was a person who never complied with the established rules, and always tried to dare and to go beyond and to celebrate life, and to love and to have joy and pleasure while doing this'



Whay a complicated description! No wonder there is a conclusion that ppl never accept simple and took the complicated one....but I understand this logically than the other 'witch' that I've known sonce childhood. :)

Another simple explanation from witch could be connect to a witchcraft like ghost, or supernatural things..... Well there are always two sides of evrything...

~so sleepy~

My new netbook

This is my new lnovo netbook yippi

Just bought it... And I'm replacing my old Acer... Well I haven't play with this cos I haven't make the recovery disc back up for the windows part... Hope I soon can use it

Gya gya gya.........

Smooch

X.O.x.o

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Btw that is my ELLE watch that I took it from my sister hihihi. She didn't like it though

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What do you want?

'What do you want? You can't want to be happy, because that's too easy and too boring. You can't want only to love, bcause that's impossible. What do you want? You want to justify your life, to live it as intensely as possible. That is at once a trap and a source of ecstasy. Try to be alert to that danger, and experience the joy and the adventure of being that woman who is beyond the image reflected in the mirror.'

-The witch of Portobello; Paulo Coelho -

Another miserable day!

Today... is a public holiday for Hindu's ppl. It's called Nyepi... or can be translated as Silence?
well in Bali this things will extremely different than the other days, but here in jakarta, just as crowded as any other days...

Anyway... i hate when my parents urrr no 'S' i guess.. cos only 1 person dominant for that ability..., okay i hate when parent messing up with my life.. control this and that.. I really don't like but i can't say even just a word to protest :p.. well that's the power of parent i guess. I just can shouted at HEreeeeeeeeeeeeee AAAAAaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrgggghhhhhh.
why why why and why. so many things i haven't done bcos they created so many boundaries.. sometimes i wish i was a rebell daughter.. maybe my life would even worse than now, but at least somehow i learn to fix it. Right now? I feel like i'm living in a gold cage.. a step that i taken always counted perfectly safe. no challenge, no damage, and no risk of course. But then, it's too late for me to regret every single step that i've taken... for i can't turn back time. :)

Well enough for that... i'm reading a book... by Paulo Coelho ; The witch of Portobello. Like any other his book, this one is very meaningfull too.. kind of describe my day.. but not that extreme..
maybe i'll write down some quote on the book someday...... :)
gotta go reading again.. just feel some mess up in my head......

luv.....Qoo

2 am and i'm awake!

GEez such a week...
got through a lot of things. I kind of hate March now! it started with the accident...
and all the problems with the 'female dog' with hundreds of faces who talk about God and be such a super innocent saint person in this world!!!!!!!

well can't talk much about that. the enjoyable moment just when i hve unlimited internet yay!
and i kind of watch the series now.. pretty cool. called numb3rs. i know i've been so late to follow cos it's already season 5.. but yeah i enjoy it a lot.

n it;s spooky i got called by some private no calling at 1 am.. geez i don't say any hello then just hear a bunch of voices ....

ummm o yeah congrats to my fren wedding yesterday... have a happy marriage forever......!!!

hmm i should sleep now! but my anger put me in a hard position for that!
gotta go then .. byeeeeee

-shocking car accident-

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
this is my glooooomy day
i hate this day... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
got a car accident, a motorcycle hit my car.. .my window broke into pieces n i'm in shock

got nothing to say... i just hate that guy and everyone who like tracking in main road F**K them
and go to heeeeeeeeellllllllllllll

where my money goes to... Part 1

I just saw a blog and suddenly i want to list all my belonging here..
I bought some cosmetics lately ...

these things i bought between December 2008-February 2009

From left :

1. Bourjois - eyeshadow 54 marron glace.

i'm tryin to make some goldy brown smokey eyes, but i failed so i bought another eyeshadow

2. NYX - triple shadow orange/golden orange/peach.

i think this is very bad shadow.. i dunno why just don't like it... then one day I saw this...

3. Laneige - snow eye palette - pink, gold, purple ... so nice

n then i have dior mini series.... luv them so ooo oo o o MUCH XOXO

from up to bottom :

Dior Kiss- 008-sorbet meringue

Dior Addict ultra gloss - 257

Dior Addict ultra gloss - 227

Dior 5 colour eyeshadow - 030 - incognito

Diorshow mascara blackout

I'm so addicted to them, i kind of using one of them everyday.. so i'm not regret of buying these dior thinggy :)

I'm a parfume collector too, and i'm so into this YSL - ELLE .. but because i still think of not to buy the parfume, i bought the lotion. for my changing mood I also wear D&G - the one lotion
smells nice.. brighten up my day

And... currently i'm using this ARMANI - CODE .. i kinda like the bottle, it looks misterious and elegant dark blue... the smells.. hum so sophisticated, not too sweet yet it feels fresh

I hve 2 choices when i bought Armani parfumes, between Code or Diamond (i like the bottle really looks like a diamond... a very big diamond LOL) but later when i use both of them i don't really like the diamond.

so i choose code instead of diamond...

kinda sleepy sloopy now. i'm gonna continue my list tomorrow...

it;s mitnite

yeap been watching these movie
* Disaster movie
* Burn After Reading
*Passengers..

I like the last one MOST... the story bout someone who died but not realised it. hiks
is after death life really like that... i never think about how is it gonna be the life after dead...
most ppl did, but I... just don't like to think about it. Maybe ppl around me gonna be sad but ... life goes on, soon they'll forget somehow.

Disaster Movie... i think it's the sequel of Epic movie, Meet the Spartan, Superhero Movie.
but it's the worst i guess... the story line too forcing.. n don't connect each other.. I like umm epic movie best. second superhero movie.. For disaster movie.. i like the part when they make HSM as a parody, they really make the song heard like the original... and the main actor is good looking too... he play well... overall it's entertaining :)

Burn After Reading - Only Brad pitt makes me stay on this MOVIE!!!!!!!!!!! argh.............
they want to make fun of CIA but it's really weird.. yeah well just a movie...

well time to sleeeeeep :)

Now i knoe....

Happy nu year 2009 ALL.......
gosh it moves fast! yeap just another year past on ...

Got a happy and sad story,,, for this changing year... Noe i knoe the frens that just comin in need and not in deed :( my best frenz (for these past years i believe they were )..
But then the happy things are... i spent my new years eve with my bff hahahaha... She's everything that frens need... LOL...
Bout my frens... a bunch of guys... i'm hoping that somehow they will gave me an explanation bout the absence... but then i think it's over now.. They just a normal people now... a ppl that i know the name ... but i don't really know them! a perfect stranger for me!
aaah i hve the other fren too, she's been missing somehow.. i don't even know where she was but i think she has the reason (i still hoping that this positive thought can be rite). n i still pray for her, hope she can get through all of these hard times... :)

btw... the happy things are....... i played fireworks.. with my sister ... that's so fun... really fun cool and the best things is my sister were really happy... she's crying a lot to play that fireworks.. :)
a little travelling around city today and still she's so happy :)

urgh i'm so tired, a little bit sick too... think need some rest!

Happy Holiday ^^

Brrr this year seems pretty fast... LOL.. just gonna move to next year.

and this holiday end with global crisis :( what a day.... will next year be better? i hope so...

I watched Eagle Eye.. 2 days ago.. kind of cool.. really action without any romantic scene.. i watched it on Dvd cos i didn't have time to watch it at that time... so sad.. it's kinda cool when u watched it on Theatre..

Well this movie kind of reminded me of WALL E... the plot just around the ROBOTIC things like AI that someday will have its own mind and can over rule the human ... n they want to destroy us. Jeees... and those kind of movee just makes me think bout the bible story bout the BABEL

about ppl who want to build way to get into GOD's places but then all they can get is just some destruction of the human kind.. .

Things got a lil bit weird every minutes and day.. people start to think about something more and more creative.. the mind evolution i guess, but then they really never think bout the result that may come someday... (who knows without tryin ???)

just missed the old days.. when ppl thought more simple n not complicated :)

i hate .............

errr just eating ben n jerry ice cream.. i bought it for my parents but they don't like it so i ate them up all of it ... n now i'm sick of it uekh
hahahhaaha
not bcos it's not tasty but toooooooo much eating i guess n i kinda tired so
ooow n i so into hilary eyes make up but i just can't do it rite
nnnnnn it;s holidaaaaaaaaaaaay yeeeeeeeepeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
argh
just babling
blah blah blah

TwilighT >.<

mmmmmmmmmmm just watch twilite

rrrrrrrrr a couple simple things bother me there... btw ooo gosh robert is soooooo i dunno perfect perhaps.... as a man... LOL

i'm not in the mood 4 writing now..
err i got a sleep
err ow my floater dissapeared slowly.. that little thingy on my left eye.. like a big dot.. gone now..
HAAAAAAAA... so happy :)

Floater

Hi there... been busy lately all my students got final exam... n i'm stressed out! i'm freakiiiiiiiin crazy...
PLUS i Got this floater in my eyes... which i really hate hate hate hate

'Floaters are deposits of various size, shape, consistency, refractive index, and motility within the eye's vitreous humour, which is normally transparent.[1][2] They may be of embryonic origin or acquired due to degenerative changes of the vitreous humour or retina.[1] The perception of floaters is known as myodesopsia, or less commonly as myiodeopsia, myiodesopsia, or myodeopsia.[1] Floaters appear as shadow-like shapes that appear alone or together with several others in one's field of vision. They may appear as spots, threads, or fragments of cobwebs, which float slowly before the sufferer's eyes.[2] Since these objects exist within the eye itself, they are not optical illusions but are entoptic phenomena.
One specific type of floater is either called Muscae volitantes (from the Latin, meaning 'flying flies'), or mouches volantes (from the French), and consist of small spots. These are present in most people's eyes and are attributed to minute remnants of embryonic structures in the vitreous humour.[1]'

for complete info just check this http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Floater

I still don't know what causes my floater.. haven't check to doctor yet.. but it just appeared 3-4 days ago... somewhere in the morning perhaps..

by the way.... i'm currently listenin to Holiday by Hillary duff. she's rock! nice song.. she may not have a super vocal like other singer.. but i just need an easy listening song :)

another reading holic

Hi there.. guess i'm crazy enough to just read a pack of books.. LOL (listening just stand up by artist) I just found that reading is as fascinating as eating, but as boring as it looks. But for the people who just wrote all of the books i've read.. it's a big applause for them. Writing has been my biggest difficulties of all. Reading doesn't improve my writing as well. But i do some stories that sometimes catch my attention in the middle of the night like this Zzzzzzzzzzz. But still never thought start writing on whatever so called 'paper'. Imagination sometimes hard to maintain, sometimes i wish they made some equipment which can transform stories into words LOL... surely challenge for all the software maker up there hehe.

I'm in the dead end of my mind that lead me nowhere

I'm facing the path that i don't even know its mine

I'm trying to hide but seems no place to

I'm nothing just a past that keep playing around

But

tryin to enjoy it as long as it live..................

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done

Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed

Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty

Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest

I'm diggin the sound in my head errrrr tryin to locate it on the right place

I'm so sleeepy deeply so tired

I need to REST! yeap !

still tryin to understand it

"Most birds were created to fly. Being grounded for them is a limitation within their ability to fly, not the other way around.. You, on the other hand, were created to be loved. SO for you to live as if you were unloved is a limitation, not the other way around"

The Shack-

'bookworm'

Woagh i'm addicted to book NOW... since reading stephenie meyer twilight.. gosh.. so amazing..
n i started to read another vampire story by Anne Rice.. the vampire chronicle...
n n n n i still have bout 6 book waiting on the list to be read..
The sound of no hands clapping - toby young
Leave it to Psmith - PG Wodehouse
The shack - William P young
and................... ANgie sage 3 books

unsolved questions!!!!!!!!!!

Geee kind of stress finding the answer of these....

Here is the question...

(1st picture)

Angle CDE = ECD = 15

ABCD is a square

proof that AEB is a Equilateral triangle.

(2nd picture)

PA, PB and PC are each bisector of angle A, B, C

proof that PD is a bisector of angle D

Botani!

Huey.... loha...

Wow it's been a long time.. I stuck with time. I should write more yeeah

well i,ve been addicted to watch some series actually... in fact i can do this kind of writing because of i ran out of MOVIE.

so last time.. i was seeing NCIS series.. which is bcos... i watched it accidentally in hotel room n i kinda like it. So when i back home, i started looking for that series... and here i am. And i watched another series too like BONES, Dr House. anyway it's not that... i want to talk about :

YEAh... this kinda small flower like... baby's breath... but then it's not

it's call PATCHOULI... is a bushy herb of the mint family, with erect stems, reaching two or three feet (about 0.75 metre) in height and bearing small pale pink-white flowers. The plant is native to tropical regions of Asia and is now extensively cultivated in Caribbean countries, China, India, Indonesia, Malaysia, Mauritius, Philippines, West Africa and Vietnam.

Hohoh in my country it's called NILAM flower.

This is why am i interested with this flower... I kinda realize that i like the smell of a new fragrance by YSL call ELLE. and I just found out that other fragrance has its smell too.. Midnight poison by Dior... well i try to look out why both of these parfume have a similar but not exactly the same.. n I found out.. that this Patchouli is used there.. (I don't know other brand that use this kind of flower )...

Well kind of curious and i'm looking for the real flower now... because I need to make sure bout the smell of this patchouli... LOL

btw this is baby's breath

ukh so pretty

Mind..... concepts

What is mind? What is consciousness? There seems to be no single answer that explains the phenomenon of mind. The contemporary views of philosophy, psychology, neuroscience, and cybernetics all come up with different interpretations of mind and consciousness.
---- thebigview.com--------

Geee start to read lately.. came up with this very nice web talking about life concept... from buddhis to space time....

If people could think and write such a good sentence why should war still happen huh!
let's start make ppl to think so they don't have any time to do any terror..............

a month later...

Holidae season... yeap...

I went to KL, Malay... n yesssssss i couldn't help myself to not shopping.... :(

n....... I'm in my way 4 searching a new job.... n i find it so haaaaaaaaaaaaaard.... exhausting.. really.

I'm join a member at gym... until now i've followed 4 classes, pilates, yoga, body pump, and hip hop.. n I favor YOGA alooooot.... it's relaxing... my heart, mind, body, soul... that's really usefull 4 ppl nowadays.. we got stressed so much in eeevvvery minutes ....

btw..... tomorrow i'll have a test.... ugh wish me luck... hoeks hoesk

best regard... me myself n i

ps... that's my gift from KL.... petronas at nite... enjoy it!

Why i can't stop shopping!!!!!!!!!!!

is it bcoz i'm a woman?? ZzzzZzzz but then i do find out a couple of man that like to do 'shoppin' stuff.

but then lately, i even can't control my eyes, to seee a lot of things..... start to buy anything, which accordin to some ppl i don't really need it. from clothes, cosmetics, fragrance, accesories,

woooooooooooggggggggggh! I do need to find a job that really can give me a lot of support for such a hobbies... or a.k.a MONEY.....

Next question, is that money so important? LOL............. as a human YEAAAAAH beeeebeee. but as a crazy naive person.. no.. i don't think money is that important, bcos some ppl can survive without any single money everyday... (or maybe they died the next 2 or 3 days n no one realize)

well, back then, there's a lot of contradiction bout the pursuit of MONEY. hihhihihih. N I still walking aroound looking 4 the best answer....

Next.... can the 'addicted-ness' of shopping be cured?

YES if I want

NO if I don't want...

yeaaaaaaaah

well actually i have some 'drugs' for curing my disease...

1. Stop seeing any little things that can tease me to spend money

2. Put my money in some place that i can even use it instantly, n put only little cash on ur purse

3. Pretend that u don't have money

4. BUT NONE OF THAT KEEPING ME totally FAR FROM SHOPPING

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

gua da pusink

bis blanja lage

sebaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal!

luck happens on unlucky day

hm... i got my tire bumpz 2 days ago.... i still feel curious bout how could all this things happen.
back then.. i realize that there's so much unpredictable things could happen.
so after i make some summarize ... i think i'm the one who's in charge for the 'tire' bumpz.
it's already late.. n i ran out my gasoline (yea rite double combo!) so i get hurry n then i face dead end of the road... (it's been fixed)... so i need to find another way.. n i move backward... i move fast... coz i'm so confident that there is no other thing back there...
but ooooops.. i think i hit somethin... it's pavement... ukh... so i go down from my car to check if somethin happen to my car.. but it's nothin.... my car's body still fine... n so i move...
after bout 5 km.... i heard somethin noisy from my car. sounds 'glutug' glutuk'... i thought it was my bumper .... but then the sound louder n louder... n i realize it was my TIRE oooooooooooooooo S***... i stopped n i checked........ ukhhhhhhhhh i call someone to tell me what should i do.. n then i got an idea bout move on and fine the service near there... bout a minute later there was 2 guy on a motorcycle... shouted at me.. n says bout my tire...
n they want to help me fixed it.. I'm soooooooooooooooo CONFUSED.. BIG CONFUSED. it's dilemma ... cos the road is soooooooo dark.. n there's not lot car passing the way.... in fact i hate that road... cos it's spooky at nite. so i'm confused going down or not.. but then i don't know why i just listen to that guy...
GUESS WHAT .......... they helped meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee LOL
i'm so luck huhuhu.. but still i'm a lil bit afraid....
i'm thank 2 everyone who helped me
n thx to GOD 4 everything...

Roberto Cavalli - Serpentin

The FragranceTorn between gentleness and mystery, mango blossom seems to oscillate. Juicy and untamed… it displays its exotic charms. Like a floral echo, Tahitian tiare flower and frangipani blossom come to join it, turning the potion into pure temptation. Flirting with the spicy charm of black pepper, the parade of flowers winds up uniting with the warm tonalities of amber and woods.

The ImageSerpents and gold, the risk of being bewitched is almost obvious. Intertwined, the two reptiles seem to be swimming at the heart of the bottle, which, trapping the saffron-hued nectar, flaunts its medallion-like curves. Protecting the contents like a seal, a pointy golden stopper raws

your hand to release the potion

Serpentine Perfume by Roberto Cavalli, This marvelous fragrance was created by roberto cavalli, in 2005. Its fantastic scent includes a mixture of mandarin, artemisia, violet leaves, frangipani, black pepper, amber, and sandalwood.



MY newest collection LOL..

hhhh. rainy rainy day

humh humh humh...
i don't know what should i write in here...
but i still want to write...
i'm so sleepy, yet i can't sleeeeeeep
i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i ii i
i'm so crazy tonite

X.O.X.O

dung!

hey I want a worrybox......... it's cute........

fizzy fuzzy fazzz

Zzzzzzzz a lot things happen n guess wat.. IT's nu year.. nu resolution.. nu for everything :)
but then i'm still just Me, myself and I.
I have fren whi decided to marriage n cancell the marriage in just 6 month.. what is that actually?

I I I i have to go now... continue later!!! cya

MerrY chrisTmas

Santa Clauz isn't comin to my town :)

i better not watch
i better cry out
n i better pout
so tellin me now

why santa isn't comin to town!!!!!!

Parfume allabout!

hm... want to have some flashback with my memories... bout my parfume collection...

i think my first given parfume was ISSEY MIYAKE classic....

Here i sort my parfume by its price LOL

ISSEY ---- classic n L'EAU D'ISSEY

Introduced by Issey Miyake in 1994. L` eau D`issey is a refined aquatic fragrance. This Perfume has a blend of citrus and spice combined with lower notes of musk amber and woods. It is recommended for evening wear.

Britney Spears CURIOUS ----

BRITNEY SPEARS CURIOUS was introduced in the year 2004, by the design house of Britney Spears. Curious is a flowery fragrance with a blend of louisiana magnolia and wrapped in the sensuality of vanilla-infused musk. It is recommended for daytime wear.

Britney Spears CURIOUS in control ----

Britney Spears CURIOUS in CONTROL was Introduced in 2006. Black and pink, sweet and sexy, In Control Curious is a fragrance that ‘thrives on the unknown’. Like ‘an aphrodisiac that puts completely in control’, the fragrance reveals a sensual mix of vanilla-infused musk, crème brulee and midnight orchid. Classification : FloralTop note : Loquat Fruit.Middle note : Night Orchid, Crème Brulee, Black Vanilla, Tonka Crystals.Base note : Sugar, Sandalwood, Musk.

J.LO still
Introduced in 2003.Jennifer Lopez introduces Still by J.Lo, a glamourous, sexy and modern fragrance for women. Still perfume is adorned with a replica diamond solitaire jewel around a beautiful pink champagne stained glass.Classification : Floral.Notes : sake, piquant white pepper, sandalwood, musk, pink fressia, honeysuckle, sparkling mandarin and tea.Style: Sexy.Recommended Use : Evening Wear.

Anna Sui ----secret wish

Introduced in 2005. Secret Wish perfume has a fragrance type of fruity floral. This fragrance has a blend of melon, lemon, marigold , blackcurrant buds, white cedarwood, pineapple, skin musk complex, amber. It is recommended for daytime wear.

YSL----- YoungSexyLove

Introduced in 2006.Young Sexy Lovely for Women by Yves Saint Laurent is a modern & refined character fragrance. It consists of the fruits and flowers.This Perfume has a blend of Top notes : Nashi Pear, Mandarin, BlackcurrantMiddle notes : Cherry blossom, Magnolia, Wineyard PeachBase notes : Cristalline Musks, Amber, Cedarwood.It is recommended for daily or romantic wear.

Bvlgari----Omnia Amethyst

BVLGARI OMNIA AMETHYSTE for Women was introduced in 2007.his latest Omnia incarnation targets a younger audience (aged around 20–25) than the original, and features a lighter, fresher, floral juice.Omnia Améthyste opens on notes of green sap and pink grapefruit, giving way to the prominent accords of iris and Bulgarian rosebud. The base features heliotrope and solar woods accords.

Lanvin Eclat D'Arpege

Introduced 2002. Introduced in the year 2004, by the design house. Eclat dArpege has a blend of sicilian lemon leaves, lilac green, wisteria flowers, green tea flowers, peach flowers, red peony, chinese osmanthus, white cedar of Lebanon, musk, amber. It is recommended for day time or evening wear.

Nina Ricci Nina

Introduced in 2006. Fresh, floral and fruity, with mouth watering accents. A perfume deliciously inspired by the red toffee apple, with tender flesh and a crisp outside to tempt and charm. A perfume which gradually releases its magic notes. As fascinating as a jewel, as attractive as candy, the crystalline apple is tinted raspberry pink. It is enhanced with a vibrant red halo and finely decorated with silver leaves. A jewel of a bottle which draws inspiration from the unforgettable Fille d`Eve bottle designed in 1952 by Nina Ricci. Top note : Calabrian Lemon, Caipirinha Lime Middle note : Love Apple, Peony, Fleur de Lune, Praline Base note : Apple Tree, White Cedar, Musks It is recommended of all ocassions.

Hermes Kelly Caleche

Hermes KELLY CALECHE was introduced in 2007.Kelly Caleche`s name comes from two classic symbols of the Hermes tradition. Kelly, the saddle-maker`s legendary handbag, originally christened simply, `lady`s handbag` and rechristened Kelly in homage to Princess Grace Kelly. And Caleche, Hermes`s second fragrance, created in 1961.

From the imagination of house designer Jean Claude Ellena, Kelly Caleche is an airy leather scent, an `angel leather` with the smell of flowers. A delicate fragrance for a modern Amazon. A joyful and feminine fragrance inspired by a leather with a flowery scent, more like a suede than a Russian leather, an accord with burnt-wood notes. Climbing rose bestows the floral-leather sensation. Softened with green notes (lily-of-the-valley, narcissus, iris and more), the perfume possesses a gentle woodsy-chypre character that is surely a nod to Vetiver de Caleche (by Guy Robert, 1961).

Designed by: Jean Claude Ellena.

Classification : FloralTop note : Green Notes, Lily-of-the-valley, Rose, Narcissus Middle note : Climbing Rose, Mimosa, Tuberose Base note : Iris, Woodsy Notes, Leather Accord

Facebook- LOL

cos so many of my frens invite me join this.... here i am... busy to take care my pet...

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=650303256

HAHAH weirdo....

friday friday

Hmm just coming to my room sweeet room. o yeah i kinda do some shopping lately ukh.. probably feeling so christmas earlier... like usual i bought parfume AGAIN.. but then i bought it bcos i have to give someone a birthday present, so i bought for mine too (only an excuse).

Agh... lately i found i have so much lucky but i don't know why... :) i just feeeeeeel so happy with my life... ooo i hate my internet bandwith, kind of cheating on me. i'm not use it so much but then the bill is un believable.....

But that just a piece of cake....

I LOVE INUYASHAAAAAAAAAAA the never ending stories LOL

Parfume ManiaaaaaX

Whola... i's so confused cause i can;t decided what parfume i have to buy next
I'm so addicted to a nice smell things... like soal, bubble bath, n PARFUme of course.
just i don;t have so much budget to buy that.... :)
Mt wish list is :
1. Vera Wang Princess ---- the bottle is so cute ^^
2. Alexander McQueen Kingdom ------- Antique
3. I LOEWE YOU --- fresh fragrance ")
4. perhaps AIGNER too feminime --- classic bottle
But then i was adore the mini version of those Glazzy things......

hooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

another i hate monday

HI there!
it's so long huh! i've got something new n old goin on.
firstly about the job i got some xtra job which mean i got some xtra money too.
but u know, lately my feeling is not really good. this is not about illness that attact my body.
Sometimes i just feel that i'm an super hard person. i working so hard to keep everything on track even sometimes i don;t do it rite.
I keep making myself running from somthing that i don;t actually clear about.
ow about the xtra job... i got 2 student for my weekdays n weekend. :) n soon there'll be another more. I don't know why suddenly i got another xtra job, which ironically i feel a lil bit afraid cos my main job is reduced... yeah i know they need some xtra money to hold on the place, but then if my time was reduced there, means i did something wrong with my decision? i'm not seriously taking another office job because i know that this is better, but then what;s happen lately making me re think again am I taking the wrong decision? i'm so sad :(

and i become a super possesive lady and i don't know why am i doing that. i really didn't mean to make all of the things but then everything just split out from my mouth... even sometimes i feel bad with what i'm talking about. hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh so tired... i just need someone to understand me. but i guess i'll never gonna get it somehow. becos i don't even know myself (")

THAt's all nite :)

my not so bad Monday

ukh still holiday, n i'm really feel exhausted..
well my friend n i were planning to go singging, but then without any organize plan... the place we want to go was closed.... wat a day
i'm eating roasted chicken, n my stomach really like a blender now. ukh is it dirty? but eniwei good enough for my digestion LOL

i'm sleepy now trying to sleap, my bf gonna come back 2 more days HOA HOA.....

3rd day working double shift

FIuh, my bf having a holiday in japan, and i'm having my holiday at my own house... wat an ironically story.. LOL
Not really...
I'm tired lately, not so sure what makes me tired so badly, is it bcos the job i'm taking it, or i just feel super tired working all the job in the house... but i guess this is not about all the things i've mention.
I'm tired as mentally ... i guess, thinking something that i probably couldn't change or handle makes me physically tired. trying to get something to do but then i just don't have any power to do it. I want to buy some books but then i have to think am i having time for reading? cos lately i have problem with my time management, which it means i feel so miserable if anything goes through my day without my permission
chit chat chit chat chit chat, when will this day will end... LOL

i'm ready not for oshin

HUE HUE HUE..... i'm counting my days for working xtra shift at my house... LOL
all of my servants going back to their village... and me, n my family work together to finish all. HUA... luckily i got some off work day for 1 week, hope my bones still at where they hold.... :)

another monday disaster

1. Jakarta traffic jam
2. A car exploded near the hospital
3. I don't have somethin to do rite now n makes me so boring
4. I can't go anywhere n STUCK
5. my throat feels a lil bit itchy damn!

that's all the report for : I HATE MONDAY lol...................

hippi biddie to me LOL

VOila... jay chou 3rd movie, lol once again i have to give applause to his piano arrangement, wuiih, nice classic piano, and all the cast most of them can play piano too, what a movie, :)

the story is about...... SECRET..... so i can't tell u...... watch n see it!

i'm looking for the music partitur but i haven't found it yet.....

yipppi jay chouuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!

All bout QuiZzzzzzzz

Your French Name is:

Colette Collin

What's Your French Name?

Your Birthdate: September 19

You are resilient, and no doubt your resilience has already been tested. You've had some difficult experiences in your life, but you are wise from them. Having had to grow up quickly, you tend to discount the advice of others. You tend to be a loner, having learned that the only person you can depend on is yourself. Your strength: Well developed stability and confidence Your weakness: Suspicion of others Your power color: Eggplant Your power symbol: Spade Your power month: October

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

You Were Born Under:

You are quick witted, charming, and bring luck to all who know you. A bit greedy, you tend to go after what you want - with success. Clever, you seek out knowledge... and eventually use what you know to your advantage. You are very loyal, and you treat your real friends like they are family. You are most compatible with a Dragon or Monkey.

What Year Were You Born Under?

Your IQ Is 120

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius Your General Knowledge is Above Average

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

You Are 50% Left Brained, 50% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

In Little Sister, Fujiwara no Mitsuko is the thirteen year old fourth daughter of a powerful noble of the Fujiwara clan. Her carefully proscribed life (wearing layers of kimonos, writing poetry, and hiding behind protective screens as a lady of her rank should) is torn asunder when their home is raided and burned by warrior-monks. As the family flees the city, her oldest sister Amaiko's new husband is killed, and Amaiko falls into a catatonic state. Believing that the only way she can help her beloved sister is to go after Amaiko's lost soul, which is seeking her husband's soul, Mitsuko must journey to the netherworld. She is assisted by a tengu, a shape-shifting demon named Goranu, whom she meets when she and Amaiko take shelter in a little shrine. There, she prays to the kami (spirit) of the shrine for help and promises to repair the shrine and see that it is not forgotten. Goranu appears to be the answer to her prayers as he takes her to the Dragon King, to Lord Emma-O (Judge of the Dead), and even to the Land of the Ancestors in her quest to save her sister's soul. Goranu is a mischievous, humorously appealing character, who can be a man or a black-feathered bird-like creature. As he assists Mitsuko, he helps her to find her own courage and abilities and to ultimately reunite her family. The story is told in the first person, in a voice appropriate to Mitsuko's age and background.

Nice.... novel, like the part of story when tengu can be frenz with human, n finally fall in love with mitsuko, well not ending with happy like a fairytale story, yet it's so human n GREAT!!!

Nefertiti : The book of the dead

She is called "The Perfect One," the most famous and beautiful woman in the ancient world. She rules with her husband Akhenaten over the most powerful, sophisticated and affluent society the world has ever seen and across an empire that stretches from Africa through the Middle East.

But behind these glorious scenes an epic power struggle is taking place: Nefertiti and Akhenaten inaugurate an enlightened new religion and build a magnificent and mysterious new capital, Akhetaten, in which to worship the Sun God, the Aten. The delicate balance of power in Egypt is thrown into confusion. The priesthood is stripped of its traditional authority and wealth, the army is enraged by the growing turbulence in the empire, and the people resent the loss of their gods. Old alliances are brought into doubt, and generations of inherited power and wealth are suddenly at stake.

And then, just days before the crucial festival to celebrate the new capital, Nefertiti suddenly vanishes. Rai Rahotep, the youngest chief detective in the Thebes division, with a rising reputation for his original methods, is secretly assigned by Akhenaten himself to investigate. He has ten days to find the Queen and return her in time for the celebrations. Success will bring glory—but if Rai fails, he and his family will die. . . .

Nice BOOKS.. even i still very curious about the rest of the story.... the beginning, the history, but over all this book is so nice, n so clear bout the Egypt :)

StarduST

In the sleepy English countryside of decades past, there is a town that has stood on a jut of granite for six hundred years. And immediately to the east stands a high stone wall, for which the village is named. Here in the town of Wall, Tristran Thorn has lost his heart to the hauntingly beautiful Victoria Forester. One crisp October night, as they watch, a star falls from the sky, and Victoria promises to marry Tristran if he'll retrieve that star and bring it back for her. It is this promise that sends Tristran through the only gap in the wall, across the meadow, and into the most unforgettable adventure of his life.In the sleepy English countryside of decades past, there is a town that has stood on a jut of granite for six hundred years. And immediately to the east stands a high stone wall, for which the village is named. Here in the town of Wall, Tristran Thorn has lost his heart to the hauntingly beautiful Victoria Forester. One crisp October night, as they watch, a star falls from the sky, and Victoria promises to marry Tristran if he'll retrieve that star and bring it back for her. It is this promise that sends Tristran through the only gap in the wall, across the meadow, and into the most unforgettable adventure of his life.

------ soon the movie come out------------

The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time

15-year old Christopher John Francis Boone, or just Christopher Boone, goes to a school for students with special needs because he has a form of autism. Although it is never definitively stated within the story which autistic spectrum condition Christopher has, the summary on the book's inside cover states it to be Asperger syndrome. Christopher is a mathematical savant, has a photographic memory, is extremely observant and never lies. However, he has difficulty understanding human behaviour, gestures and relationships. He dreams of being an astronaut and takes a deep interest in mathematics. He owns a pet rat named Toby, which he feeds with food pellets.

Christopher has many traits that set him apart from others because of his perception of life. He is unable to recognise and comprehend facial expressions besides 'happy' and 'sad' and also has difficulty in understanding metaphors and jokes. He likes lists and facts, has a fear of strangers and new places, and his favourite dream is one in which everyone except him, and 'special people' like him, die. In addition, he is oversensitive to information and stimuli. For this reason, he screams and reacts violently to people who touch him. However, he doesn't mind pressing his fingers against those of his parents as a gesture of love. He curls up and groans to protect himself against overwhelming noise or information.

Christopher hates the colours yellow and brown, but loves red. This extends to adding red food dye to brown- or yellow-coloured food (and being unable to eat two different kinds of food that are touching), and also his belief that seeing three, four or five red cars in a row means it's a "good," "quite good," or "super good" day, respectively, while four yellow cars signify a "black" day. Finally, he dislikes eating food from new places and the furniture being moved.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Curious_Incident_of_the_Dog_in_the_Night-time

nice novel

WHY DO MEN FALL ASLEEP AFTER SEX?

Nu book huh... visit this site... http://www.whydomenfallasleep.com/about-book.html

I'm interested on this book, i just have no time to buy it, or perhaps i want the English version, since... this book already been translated in MY COUNTRY LANGUAGE... but then the price is triple... fiuh... so confused....
but then.. i'm so curious bout this book HUH

Till the day has come

Hm... i think my friend is hmm what is it called? hmmm reject? not notice? whatever, i never talk to her again since i don't know when, perhaps she's in trouble, or i'm in trouble.... hmm am i did something wrong? yeah i just can think that she's just busy or something, cos she never answer my called again.

ENOUGH for the uneg2 :P

now i'm in my period n it's hurt... u kh.. tomorrow is MONDAY and u know what???? I hate monday hahahha, hope nothing bad happen. ukh ukh ukh

i want to go on surfing again... ow btw i'm hijack my photo yesterdae LOL..

Not Really True but THAT's OKAY

The Bottom Line
Your hard work always pays off. So don't hesitate to put sweat equity into this day.

In Detail
More often than not, your hard work pays off. So do not hesitate to put a little sweat equity into this day if you see a chance to get a little further in a goal or on a project. Today, let your inner go-getter help you go a little bit farther than you normally would. Before the sun sets today, you will get some kudos for a job well done. It's a day for making impressions and blowing people's minds with your ability to multi-task and deliver way above their expectations.

that my horoscope says for tooday.
well i don't believe it but then what happen to me in this 2 or 3 days... i just felt that TOTTALY TRUE............ :( hiks finally there's something which understand my condition.
UKH i know sometimes problem love to come, but then i felt being HIT buy a truck, although i tried not to think about it, sometimes i just felt guilty so hiks hiks hiks

NET banking............. sucks

UKH,,,,, i got complained from one of my new stud's parents. OHh i wished my child wouldn't be like that. evil boy.. he told his mother a false fact about me. CK CK CK parents ooooh parents, what have u done to your boy!
next, i help my frens to pay his internet bill on my net banking, but it sucks, almost an hour and i still can't pay the bill!!!!!!!!!! what is thiiiiiiiis i hate it
I even have to try another way because i already made a promise.. damn damn damn
this makes me busy.....
in a minute i have to go again to the mall for eating sushi
ooooooooo this is the only thing that makes me KEEP IN MIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oooooooooo eaaaaaating eating eating..... when this would be done........

I'm @#$%^&*&^%$#

Another monday to comment, i hate monday!
yep my feelings so fuzzy, i can't even think for even just one second, i need some stedy life, but then evertime, day, minute, hour like racing in front of my eyes.
Am i too greedy for asking happines, i'm so nothing rite now.
hope i can face the day when i have full of chance to move and walk on.

2 and a half teach math..... ukh feel like a curse... but then, at least my brain is there to help me LOL

Here I am to Worship!

LIGHT OF THE WORLD
YOU STEPPED DOWN INTO DARKNESS
OPENED MY EYES LET ME SEE
BEAUTY THAT MADE THIS HEART ADORE YOU
HOPE OF A LIFE SPENT WITH YOU
CHORUS:
HERE I AM TO WORSHIP, HERE I AM TO BOW DOWN
HERE I AM TO SAY THAT YOU'RE MY GOD
YOU'RE ALTOGETHER LOVELY, ALTOGETHER WORTHY
ALTOGETHER WONDERFUL TO ME
KING OF ALL DAYS
OH SO HIGHLY EXALTED
GLORIOUS IN HEAVEN ABOVE
HUMBLY YOU CAME TO THE EARTH YOU CREATED
ALL FOR LOVE'S SAKE BECAME POOR

(CHORUS)

BRIDGE:
I'LL NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH IT COST
TO SEE MY SIN UPON THAT CROSS

My Celebrity Look-alikes

My cool celebrity look-alike collage from MyHeritage.com. Get one for yourself.

ideal day to research travel plans ?!@#$%^&

The Bottom Line
This is an ideal day to research travel plans, especially to another country.
In Detail
When was the last time you experienced something foreign (sushi, burritos, and sweet-and-sour pork do not count!)? Today, make a bigger effort to expand your horizons. This is an ideal day to research travel plans, especially if they involve travel outside of the country. Deciding on the right time to go can be a hassle, but if you pick a time now, you can avoid any complications later. The time is always perfect for planning an ambitious vacation.

LOL, what a day... i'm just back from my vacation, and there is another suggest bout having another holiday LOL ...
but i'm thinking bout it :)

MAe Graduatiiiiiiiooooooon!

Hiihihihih today is my ceremony and it's feeeeeeeeeeeeel incredible, feel like want to have it again and again LOL... but that's tired....

and now what........... after this i still have to move ooooooooooooon ukh ukkh

twisted finger n graduation ceremony

Hm.. finally tomorrow is the dae, but i'm not really sure bout it....................................
oh i hate it i love it n i'm really confused.........
finish something means start for another new thing, this is still goin n goin until the end of life..
hmmm
tired sometimes, but i guess all ppl has the same thing to do :)

HolYdae n Accident

Fiuh i just came back from my vacation, i went 2 Puncak... so cold there, the first dae i went to the zoo... quite fun there... the second day is flower park..... but then the place not so good anymore...... aaaa i lost my fave sunglasses there. so sad :( my bf gave me, and i haven't told him yet hhikkz
MY ring finger was hit by the door this afternoon......................... hurtsssssssssssss so bad... i can't even type with all my fingers.

Party Dae....

Hum hum, today is the party, and none of that 3 dress i use it....
finally i just used the black strapless, and black pants.... :) hahahhahah the party is nice, i just remembered bout my 17 and all my friend out there... miss them .. but i guess i have no idea where the hell they're now......

Just mizz the day when i was teenager SO FUN............

drop down day

Fate, destiny i really don't know....

I have tried 2 interview in the different companies, one is banking and the other is in properties. I decline one as i was declined by the other. What a fate.. :( i'm so sad, but then i have to think forward. I know i've been waiting for this answer and then the answer is coming rite into my way.
Is this mean i have to find another job, or i should walk in the path that already there... something good n nice already waiting for me... I hope so.. cause now i feel so terrible... i don't know what should i do.. :( so sad

Confused NEH!!!!

OKAY... i'm not sure bout stylish n chic... but which one is good to go at 17th party...????? LOL

Shopping!

Today is my off day... so i take my lil sister to go to the shopping mall. I promised her yesterday, and she really happy. So i go there... wooooh i found nothing interesting in the mall recently. I don't know that is because no money, or because there is nothing good to be bought...
I hunt for shoes, bag and shirt of course, but then nothing interest me there .... so here i am go shopping without buy anything... LOL

Whoa... disaster!

Happy birthday to Michelle Auerlya.... happy sweeeeeeeeeeeeet 17

Hm.. there is a disaster today.... my brother did it. i don't know what gonna happen tomorrow. hope still okay... :(
I need some vacation i just don't know yet where should i go.... so sad :(

dilemma

no matter what i do... all i think about is you... even when ... blabal
ups that is song! and this theme not connected at all

well but my life is between this and that. everytime i get into the right way, there always wall which cut my way.... stand high front of me so i can't move on.
should i hit the wall and go straight? or should i turn around, find another way cos like the proverb said.. there are many way to go to Rome.

someone just give me the answer please....... just for encourage me.. cos i need something to stand on my feet... :(

HAppyDay

Well, today is not a bad day, but not a good day too, just an ordinary day.
The good things happen today is :
1. My internet connection has fully recovered
2. I win the online contest games... 2 contest which means i earn $1 LOL, thx to BONGO
3. I work just for 4 hours today, and now i'm rest LOL
4. MY mother n sister is coming back from the trip today

The bad things :
1. NONE....

LOL... actually i'm happy today i don't know why........

CAn't login to E-gold SAD

Unable to login to account.Access deniedThe IP you are using to access the e-gold website (61.5.53.113) appears to be either an open proxy or otherwise exploited. You will not be permitted to access e-gold services from this IP while this condition continues.Your first order of business to restore access should be to make sure that you are computing securely. Please read and implement e-gold's Security Recommendations.After you have resolved any security issues, including virus removal, it may take a day or two for your access to be re-enabled.

AGH that's bcos of my speedy!!!! i hate that. i can't login... i just recieve some money there... ukh and i can't access it damn damn damn!
oooops... btw i can't connect with my usual dsl because of some problem with the SUPER SLOW service PROVIDER! i could just report this to anything anywhere.. i just hmmm too patience and too kind person LOL

Another Wedding Ceremony 2

Today is a BUSY day... Very B.U.S.Y..
Well i already planned to wake up late today.. bcos nothing i should do.. so i wake up at 10. but then my fatheeeeeeeeeeeeeerr asked me to go with him to the market to buy couple of things for my mom's trip.... so.. i ate in a rush, i took a bath in a rush, n everything in a rush :D

When i was shopping, my BOss called me.. told me to come today for teaching.. :( what a day but bcos she asked me so desperately.. i finally say yes.. even that means.. i losssssst my chance to eat SEAFOOD (that's freee y know!!!!)..

N then.. the student came an hour later WHICH makes me ANGRY.. cos that SEAFOOD Things.. i should have come to the place to eat first uuuuuuuuuuuuukh!

then then then.. ukh i'm too tired to told all the story..
i went to sunday school for teaching, n then i'm in a rush to go to the WEdDing CereMony... which MY father's friend's SON.... marriage :o... my father again? uch... >.< is it FATHER's day today????????? GEEeeez what ever...

the thing is.... NothIng LOL

MyConfusedDay n Heart

Well this is actually not a big problem, just a simple case. I'm working part time, and i just fell dissapointed this morning. I offered my help for their moving.. into a new place, but then they just said would inform me.. which means i can't do anything else. I should have gone to my unive to do some thing.
THis morning i just found out that they have the usual class... which i don't know why they don't call me.. i know this sound ridiculous, but then i just felt being thrown away from the community.
Well actually that doesn't really matter, because sooner or later i have to quit from the job n start a full time job.
BUT Then.. my dissapoint feeling can't be cure..... ooooo i should be more carefull with this things. i was rejected without any concern here :)
I'm SAD

MyDream CeLLphoNe

This iS the CEllDreamy y know! LOve the 7373 series, i want to buy it but hmm when i finally collect my money, this phone is not up2date again... non 3G. even i still not know what is the use of 3G cos in my country it still not develop very well YET..... i wish i have a cellphone store, so that i can use every different phone each day LOL...... This is the NEXT phone i WANT.. no 3G too i guess. but not so sure, this series very famous in here... LG shine so shiny.. :( but that's too xpensive for the NON-HI-TECH cellphone.. just a style phone i guess.

BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE PAY ATTENTION!... ALL OF ABOVE IS NOTHING... THE ONE THAT MAKES MY HEART CRYING EVERyTIME I SEE SOMEONE USing IT...............

CAN U SEE IT CLEARLY??????????????? YUP N93I..... see satona that's why i hate u so much LOL

Nice Story ^^

A man went to a barbershop to have his hair cut and his beard trimmed. As the barber began to work, they began to have a good conversation. They talked about so many things and various subjects.

When they eventually touched on the subject of God, the barber said: "I don't believe that God exists." "Why do you say that?"asked the customer. "Well, you just have to go out in the street to realize that God doesn't exist.

Tell me, if God exists,would there be so many sick people? Would there be abandoned children? If God existed, there would be neither suffering nor pain. I can't imagine loving a God who would allow all of these things."

The customer thought for a moment, but didn't respond because he didn't want to start an argument. The barber finished his job and the customer left the shop.

Just after he left the barbershop, he saw a man in the street with long, stringy, dirty hair and an untrimmed beard. He looked dirty and un-kept.

The customer turned back and entered the barber shop again and he said to the barber: "You know what? Barbers do not exist." "How can you say that?"asked the surprised barber. "I am here, and I am a barber.And I just worked on you!"

"No!" the customer exclaimed. "Barbers don't exist because if they did, there would be no people with dirty long hair and untrimmed beards, like that man outside."

"Ah, but barbers DO exist! What happens is, people do not come to me."

"Exactly!"- affirmed the customer. "That's the point! God, too, DOES exist! What happens, is, people don't go to Him and do not look for Him. That's why there's so much pain and suffering in the world."

MY MY DAY

i'm working for 8 hours.
n that's quite confusing n consuming
hmm gotta see what new song today

i'm listening... How do I breathe.....

my TodAys horoscope

The Bottom Line
People are more compatible with you than ever before. Collaborations are favored.
In Detail
In a competitive game or sport, you are about to face someone who is actually quite well matched to you. You will finally get the challenge you have been itching for, and it will make you better. Overall, you are feeling harmony with everyone you are interacting with -- people are more compatible to your way of thinking than ever before. It's a great day for collaborations, from joint purchases to creative brainstorming.

Still the same song here

I'm angry... but sad actually. Well i know there is still hope or wish i guess. I can't even talk here bout my feelin
I thought u were my fairytale... my dreams when i'm not sleepin... but now i know u're not, n dreams really meant for sleeping :)
This song just makes me awake... n realize ... too many song that describe my condition
but i just can't even make any move rite now. I'm stuck! babey... sometimes LOve just ain't enough...........

When there was me and You

It's funny when you find yourself

Looking from the outside

I'm standing here but all I want

Is to be over there

Why did I let myself believe

Miracles could happen

Cause now I have to pretend

That I don't really careI thought you were my fairytale

A dream when I'm not sleeping

A wish upon a starThats coming true

But everybody else could tell

That I confused my feelings with the truth

When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody

That I heard you singing

And when you smiled You made me feelLike

I could sing along

But then you went and changed the words

Now my heart is empty

I'm only left with used-to-be's

Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale

And dreams were meant for sleeping

And wishes on a star

Just don't come true

Cause now even I tell That

I confused my feelings with the truth

Cause I liked the view

When there was me and you

I can't believe thatI could be so blind

It's like you were floating

While I was falling

And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view

Thought you felt it too

When there was me and you

Hell-o again...

I'm still searching... mm no... disovering. what should i put my blog with..
i'm thinking about an interesting program, usefull link... or perhaps ringtones... LOL..

my daily horoscope according to.... someone :


The Bottom Line
You must not look to other people to give you your sense of purpose.
In Detail
Many people make the big mistake of deriving a sense of purpose from someone else. Are you preventing yourself from moving forward in your life because you're waiting for someone else's approval? It's time to kick into an 'I don't care' mode of thinking if you want to regain a sense of being in charge of your life. You don't have to be rude, but you also don't have to get anyone's permission to do what you think is right.

Another Wedding Ceremony

HOooo I'm so tired.. i go to my friend's wedding today..

That's boy is my student, n beside me his sister...

we're used in the same of english course about 13 years ago...

what a LIFe... So Looong time ago...

Finally

hiks... finally after several hyip i have join, there is 1 come back... the admin sent e-mail....

Dear Members
my site was got hacked and after a hard struggle of 14-18 days i get back my site but nothing is normal in it and monitors already announced that it is scam..now it is request to all monitors that please change status on waiting we are not scammer we are here to stay so please change status and now i will check all accounts it is request to all keep support us and for payout everyone need to deposit with min amount to get paid because many hackers was inside i removed them but now don't know they are in or now but now ho much money is pending it is not a issue i will pay all with honesty it is request please invest min amount and get back your whole withdraw..Invest to get whole withdraw and i will proceed it ASAP after deposit......
we are here to stay...Admin IP

voila... hope he's rite!

my graduate ceremony

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i put it here so then i'm not gonna forgot about it. that is my chair number LOL

Welcome

too many things i've done recently... i go to wedding same with satona, the diff is she's in singapore n me here in JAKARTA the hottest city ... real hot... the temperature is rising el nino :D

I'm the receptionist there... cos this is my mother friends son wedding..... LOL

Got the free gown.. can't give u the complete picture, cos i plan for using this gown on another vacation... LOL.. but i don't really like my hair too simple... n the make up huaaa get older with those make up :p. just need some fresh make up i guess, the brides ask for the glamorous one... so tired at that day :D